Jahseh
I woke up cuddling with Lesi...
last night I didn't have no nightmares last night I didn't wake up cryin or nothing..I feel good
It's like Lesi changed me...heh changed the shit outta me
NO! We didn't have sex we just laid together
"Hey Jahseh?"
"Yeah"
"Why did you take me in?"
"I uh...I knew that something was wrong and I didn't want to leave you"
"Oh...but why are you like this towards me"
"..."
"I'm sorry I asked...can you...hold me closer"
I smiled thinking about it and I just looked at her and just thought
Nigga fuck the clout I'll get being around her I just want to be around her
Then I get up slowly and walked downstairs
I made a breakfast for her
Just then I heard footsteps
"Hey gamer girl how was your sleep"
"It was amazing...like the best sleep I had in a long time 🙄"
"Awww me too" I blushed
"Then we both slept good" she looks down "I guess we should sleep together more often..."
Bruh when she said that I almost burned the food 😬
"Wh-what do you mean by that?"
"Like we should sleep together if- FORGET I SAID ANYTHING" she blushed as I chuckle "Don't laugh" she cuffed her hands
"Soo you wanna eat" I showed her the food she was shocked
"Yes! Oh my god 😍😍 Thank you Jahseh"
"Y-you're welcome"
"After this I'm gonna go take a shower"
"Yeah cool"
I went into my room and looked up into the ceiling and closed my eyes all I saw was her she was soo beautiful...her smile is everything 😍 I really wanna tell her that I like her
But she has a boyfriend 💔
So I get back into my thoughts but this time I see something else...
The old me
I get spooked and jumped up but then I hear something
"STOP PLEASE DARIUS IM SORRY!"
I ran into the bathroom and I saw her screaming and shouting in the tub I didn't wanna shake her cause I'll startle her
"Zharnae! It's me Jahseh!"
"PLEASE JUST- Jahseh?" She looks at me
"Yes it's me"
"Idk it's like...I can't explain it"
"I understand..."
"what is it?"
"Every time you leave I go crazy" I looked down
"Every time you leave I don't feel safe" She said
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You Keep Me Sane {Jahseh Onfroy Story}
FanfictionJahseh Onfroy, he feels alone in the dark because there is no one out there that makes him feel happy that he's not dead yet he's still looking but it's soo hard 🤕 he want to just end it all...But then