You Keep Me Sane {Jahseh Onfroy Story}

16• The Visit

Jahseh

Another day in here dammit...Just because I kidnapped the one and only Zharnae Hendrix. I just hope that she is okay and I hope that I can get out soon...I just can't take not being around her no more. Every night I see myself dying. I'm fed up...

If I die. Let me die...

"Jahh~" I turn around and see a man about my age "Can I be your bitch?" I roll my eyes

"This is the 15th time you asked me that. I said no a million times and you should know the answer by now." He pouts

"B-b-but I can help you and treat you right. And I'll suck your dick whenever you want me to." Oh my god...

The only person who should be doing that is Zharnae.

"Please Jah..."

"No! I just wanna do my time and get the fuck outta here" I looked over and see Rico. "Say you good bruh?" He said no

"This isn't me...I'm not supposed to be in jail. It was supposed to be Me on stage"

"Do you think about Zharnae?"

He sighed "I know she's not happy. Darius was never nice to her and I got a feeling he's gonna hurt her. Darius told on you and me she doesn't associate with Darius as much as she used to soo I think we were told on for no reason"

"I miss Zharnae."

"She misses you too."

"Huh? Wait what?" He took a breather

"She came to see us last week. You didn't want anyone to see you"

"Jah come on people wanna see you"

"No! Just leave me alone and let me rot"

"Jah come on bruh"

"No!!!" He tears up

Rico sighs and walks away. As he walks towards the table he sits down and the first person to come was his mother and father.

"Again mom, I didn't do anything"

"Arianna's pregnant Rico"

"What you mean by pregnant mom" he glared

"She's pregnant as in you're gonna be a dad"

"Shit..." he mumbled

"What was that"

"It's not mine..."

"What do you mean by that!?"

"I didn't do anything with her!?"

"You're taking care of that baby and that's final!" She gets up and walks away

"Mom!" Rico looks down

"Rico. I know it's not yours I understand"

"It should've been me and Lesi not me and her!"

"Come on you're still not over this girl! Just...you gotta move on" he walks away as Zharnae comes in

"Where is Jah?"

"He's in his cell he doesn't wanna come out" zharnae tears up

"Why not?"

"He's too sad"

"I really miss him. Will he come out" rico sighs as Zharnae starts crying

"I'm gonna get you guys out of here...I don't know how but I will"

"Also about Arianna"

"Yeah I heard. She's just tricking you okay"

"I'm gonna regret this so much but...Zharnae be with Jahseh. He loves you so much. All he does is think about you"

"I know...I can't stop thinking about him either" silence "well when you see him tell him this" Lesi kisses Rico on his cheek

"See I ain't gay but imma tell him you love him and you miss him" Lesi chuckles

"Okay Rico see you soon"

"She left that's the last time I've seen her...Jahseh you have to see her next time she visits man" I teared up

Listen, I never cry because I'm so numb to the pain but Zharnae hearing that she is being abused and she's not happy and that she misses me just make me sooo angry that I just wanna see her...

Zharnae...I love you.

Zharnae
Instagram Live

"Hey y'all. So I'm on my way to the police station to clear this shit up." The comments went crazy "Y'all remember Matthew and Jah...you know xxxtentacion" people said mean things

"Well honestly it wasn't them...They didn't kidnap me. They found me but someone aka my abductor by the name of Darius Caesar lied to the cops to get me back. But I've come clean. I know if I walk in the premises of my own house I will be beaten til I can't see anymore but I don't care anymore. He just- hold on I'm making a turn...but yeah he just want me all to himself and I'm fed up. And I've fell in love with-" I sighed

"So I just told you guys who the real kidnapper is. So don't hate Jah or Matt because I was just scared to say who did it. I'm sorry guys. So that's all I have to say bye." I stopped the live