Jahseh Onfroy, he feels alone in the dark because there is no one out there that makes him feel happy that he's not dead yet he's still looking but it's soo hard 🤕 he want to just end it all...But then
Laying down in my bed I'm so lonely and everytime I close my eyes I see my corpse in the casket...I almost screamed like that
"GET OUTTA MY HEAD" I screamed I pulled out my phone and I start to text Lesi
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She's coming over...
I just kept my shirt off and I had on some shorts
Zharnae
"Look I'm just gonna go see if he's okay"
"No your not you just wanna fuck him!!" My boyfriend screamed at me
"Darius I'm not tryna fuck him like you cheated on me...Please back off!! Damn!" He grabs me by my neck
"All I know is you better not be cursing me out bitch!" He smiles "now come here" he kisses my neck but I pushed him off and ran out the door
I try to start my car up but it was soo hard then Darius came and dragged me out the car
"Let me go please" I start to cry
"Nah we waited to long I'm ready to take your virginity!" He throws me on the couch
"No darius stop!! I'm not ready" I pleaded and cried "HELP!!!" I screamed at the top of my lungs
I know I'm perky and happy on the camera but behind the camera
I'm fucked up...
I kicked him off me and I ran out the house and pulled off...
I called Jahseh
"Cmon answer please"
Jahseh
I laid in my bed and I got a call from Lesi
Hello
J-jahseh I'm s-sorry
I just heard her tears and her crying just hurt me
Wait slow down baby! What's wrong
My boyfriend h-he hit me and he tried to rape me
Are you okay?
N-no...I'm sorry I just can I stay at your house until I get up off my feet
You- you want to stay at my house?
I-I-I'm sorry I know you have a girl over there!
You know you can stay anytime you want and I'm alone no girl isn't here
Um...I'm coming over there anyway I have clothes in my trunk I'm coming
Okay, see you.
I hanged up and I decided to grab my things and put it on the couch so Lesi can sleep in my bed...
I made some food
And I heard my dog bark so it told me that she was outside I walked downstairs and saw her and all she did was hug me crying
I didn't know what to do because besides my momma
I've never felt this affection with a woman before
"Come sit down" she sits by the dining table and she starts eating the food I made
"Soo I don't want to ask but...why didn't you go by your friends or parents" she looks down and she looks at her food and start to play with it
"My friends well they are all busy...After separating from my music partner Rico I decided to go back to my gaming channel and....my mom and dad are divorced and I can't stand my stepdad"
"Oh...I'm sorry"
"And I'm scared...People try to bring me down and send me death letters they are gonna rape me or kill me and shit"
"I don't know why? Your too sweet to be pushed around like that" I touched her face
"Why are you so nice to me Jahseh?"
"Huh?"
"Why are you so nice to me? You don't call me a bitch or like hoe etc"
"Most of these girls...They like that. You. You're different your not into that...You're special"
"I wanna go take a shower"
"Go ahead...and I'll be sleeping on the couch you can sleep in my room" I laid down
"No! I-I mean...can you sleep with me...I hate sleeping alone I just feel scared
