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"Hey, Astrid?" Niall asked while we were eating.
Del and Brent put down their food and looked up.
"Huh?" I asked, swallowing the last peice of food.
"Did you know on Tuesday we leave this place?" He asked and i dropped my fork.
That's right!
That means we have 2 more days here!
"Oh my God! That's right!" I said and Niall nodded.
"I cant believe it's almost been 6 months." I whispered.
"Me either." Niall said.
Del suddenly threw her arms around me and sobbed viontly
"DONT FORGET ME, BITCH!" She sobbed and i hugged her back and laughed.
"I wont. Trust me." I said and Brent rubbed her back.
"I wont forget you either, Brent." I said and he nodded.
He was quiet.
Niall walked over and hugged us.
Del got up and threw her arms around Niall's neck, sending Niall flying back.
I laughed and scooted over to Brent.
I tenderly put my arms around him and he did the same. It wasnt awkward, or anything, but we've never really hugged each other before.
"Im gunna miss you." He said and my eyes suddenly soaked with tears
"I'll miss you too." I said and put my arms around his neck.
felt his scars and backed up.
"Sorry." I said.
I forgot he came here because he was worse than me.
He had cut his neck and pretty much everywhere but his arms.
"It's fine." He said and i mustered up the courage to ask him what i was thinking
"Why did you never cut your arms?" I asked and he pulled them up.
"Well, I dunno.. Thats where everyone checks first." he said and i nodded.
He looked down and i hugged him.
"It's just really fucking hard to talk about it.." He said and i nodded.
"I know what you mean." I said and Del and Niall came over.
"What's going on?" Niall asked when he looked at Brent holding back tears and me comforting him.
"Nothing." I said and Del touched my arm.
I got up and we switched places.
I got Niall's hand.
"We're gunna go back and pack." I said and Del nodded, and kissed Brent's head while whispering comforting words in his ear.
I walked back and a few people waved at us.
When we got back, Niall pulled me into a kiss.
I slid on the bed and he pulled at my shirt.
I pushed him away softly and he sat up.
"Im sorry. I cant." I said and he huffed and nodded.
I looked at his sleeve and tugged it up.
I looked and the scars and Niall looked away.
"When did you do it?" I asked and he shook his head.
"Niall." I said and he sighed.
"The first time i did it was when Simon almost rejected me when i tried out for X-Factor. I mean, i know i got through, but his words hurt." He said and i nodded, sitting on his lap and fingering his scars.
"I stopped that time because we didnt get to pick our clothes, and people would soon notice, but when we got into the band.. I was most hated. and.. i knew it. Fans would hug everyone else but push me away. I didnt get it. I still dont. And one day some fans walked up to us and handed us each a letter. Zayn and Harry and Liam's were decorated in hearts. But me and Lou's were just plain. I knew it had to be bad, so me and Lou opened it when we got back in our room. I dont know what Lou's said but i know it hurt him. He brushed it off like it was nothing, but that night, i saw him crying in Harry's arms. But i read it and.. it- it hurt. HOW could someone do that to me? i know i dont know them, but why would they say that? I know it's true because they dont know me, so why would they sugar coat it? Why do they hate me?" He asked and by then, tears were flowing out of his eyes.
"I dont know. Everyone has hate, Niall. You're so sweet, i couldn't tell you why people don't like you." I said and he shrugged.
"I still have the note." He said and i gasped.
"It's pretty much every time i read it, it makes me wanna cut." He said and he took out his wallet.
He flipped it open and reached in and pulled out a torn, wore-down note.
He handed it to me and looked down.
I took a deep breath before opening it.
Dear Niall,
Hi. I'm Casey. And i hate you. (:
I don't see why you're in One Direction. You don't deserve to be. whenever i see you, you make me gag. You're so ugly and you have fucked up teeth. Those are just two reason out of a billion why i hate you. You're fat and lazy. You're probably a rude slob who will NEVER fit in. Loser. I hope you kill yourself. Go dig a hole and do everyone a favor. Kill yourself. You will never amount to Harry <3 or Zayn <3. You need to grow. I know you were grown up with stupid little leprechauns but seriously.
GROW UP. It's not attractive. Im pretty sure you're gay because you die your hair. Plus, you hug boys! Like ewe! Don't you know all the boy directioners are gay? That's why Harry never hugs guys. Except Lou. <3
Well, bye you ugly piece of shit. :D
-A very truthful Directioner.
"What the ACTUAL FUCK?" I yelled and Niall hugged me.
"I know." He said and i tore up the note.
He jumped up.
"Why'd you do that?!" He asked, getting a bit mad.
I pulled him down and he shook his head.
"It hurts ME to read that." I said and he sighed.
"I know." He said and kissed me. His kisses taste like salt because of the tears.
I deepend the kiss and sat back.
I pulled at his shirt and he pulled away.
"Are you sure?" He asked and i thought.
I finished thinking and nodded.
He smiled and kissed me again.
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