It's been a week since Beau left.
Me and him video chat every day.
But.. Me and Niall are getting closer and closer.
And i don't know if i like it. I don't want him to hurt me.
I sat at the computer and called Beau.
"Astrid.." He said when he picked up. I saw his green eyes and smiled.
I don't know where he was.. He usually talked to me in his room.
Privately..
"Hey babe!" I said and he smiled. A sad smile.
A depressed smile.
"Whats wrong?" I asked and he stopped smiling and frowned a bit.
"This.. its hard.." He said and got choked up.
"What?" I asked.
"This.." He said and moved his hand around the screen,
"Our relationship. I want to see you now. Its killing me." He said and i nodded.
"I miss you." I said and he nodded, agreeing.
It was silent for about 5 seconds before his eyes got wide.
"Did you read my note?" He asked suddenly.
"Yep. The necklace is so pretty, Beau." I said and he smiled. I played with the necklace around my neck.
Then he frowned.
"What?" I asked and he shook his head
"If you read my note, whats that?" He asked, pointing to my arm.
I looked down, at my exposed wrist, that showed a heart.
My smile faded and i started to explain.
"Beau, i was just so sad. I.. just couldn't. With you leaving and Niall and Del, its just.." I said and sighed. I looked down, defeated.
I know Beau was mad, but he didn't get it.
"You promised you would stop. You told me.." He said and i looked up.
He was teary eyed.
"YOU SAID YOU WOULD FUCKING STOP, ASTRID!" He yelled and slammed his fist down on the table.
"Im sorry, but its not like you could get it!" I said and he laughed.
"I cant even... You lied to me, you swore!" He said and i felt a tear slip over.
"You left me, what was i supposed to do?! Sit in a corner all day and cry?!" I yelled.
Now angry tears were escaping.
"No, Astrid. You were supposed to go outside. Count to ten. Or hang out with Del, you could call me, Paint, drawl, sing, dance... You could even hang out with Niall." He said with disgust.
"Anything to stop it.." He said and i cried.
"No! It's not that easy, its only scars. Nobody notices them! If i go outside, Demi! Count to ten? Really? I have called you! You didn't pick up!" I said and scratched my wrist.
He was silent.
"It helps!" I said again and scratched harder.
"Stop! Astrid ,Stop scratching!" He demanded
"STOP!" He screamed and i stopped. I slowly lowered my bloody arm.
"You see? I want to prevent this from happening! I want to make that stop! But i got taken away! I made you do that! I made you do it.. I'm sorry.." He said and wiped a tear away.
"You shouldn't be sorry, Beau. I always do that." I said and he shook his head.
"You haven't done it since i met you." He said and realization set into me.
I was about to say something, but Beau bet me to it.
"Bye, Astrid. Be safe, and please quit. I love you." He choked out before hanging up.
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Hey lovlies.
Okay. Okay.
I know this is a NIALL fanfiction, i do.
Niall will be happening VERY soon.
Please be patient, though. I have a plan.
I mean, you cant just cut a character off!
For all of the people who last commented, i know! More Niall.
Im sorry. I just want it to be simple and dramatic.
So. yeah.
Pacient.
And Niall's on his way.
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