LOVE IMPOSSIBLE (s4s) Complete Story

We can't what?

Chris's pov

                    7:45PM

This place is so beautiful. I've never been here at nights. Wow! I could see the whole of new York from here lol. I never knew newyork could look this beautiful at nights. Although I'm scared of heights, but I know you're here to catch. " She says causing me to laugh a bit.

"This place is so peaceful Bae. She continued. "Can I say something?"

"Sure baby, tell me."

She Clears her throat for the third time, and I pinch her like just say it already! She giggles and pinch me back. And it made me laugh.

"Can you just say it already?" I whisper into her ears.

She chuckles before saying...

"Sorry I need to say it like you haven't heard if before, and even if you've heard it several times from me, I want it to feel like I'm saying it for the first time in my life and you're hearing it for the first time too."

"Hmmmm and I should hold your waist like it's the first-time we're being this close to each other. I love holding you from behind. I love feeling your soft skin, Sniffing it, cos it's the most beautiful one I've ever seen. Aha! most especially, feeling your curves."

"My curves? Hahaha I ain't got no curves."

I bite her neck, she groan and squeeze my fingers.

you haven't said it and I'm already holding your waist and feeling it like it's my first time.

Hahaha She laughs and clears her throat again.

"Are you gonna go on with your throat clearing for the rest of the night?"

"Chris?"

"Yes my love"

"I love you" she says, causing chills spread all over me.

"God" I groan in her ears as my body tensed up in anticipation.

"I love you even more"

"Did you feel it?"

"Yea, so deep like you've never said it to me before. Jay you're the best thing that has ever happened to me"

" I wish we could come here more often"

"Yo wish is granted baby"

She chuckles before saying thanks daddy

         MOMENTS LATER 

I snapped out of my feelings before i could even picture us in future.  I brought Jay here tonight so I can tell her the truth about us, but then, my lips feels so heavy each time I try to speak about it. Many ugly imaginations and questions keep popping up in my head.  This is the most difficult situation I've ever found my self in.

Will she leave me? How will she take this? So many questions and the heart break. Damn! I'm deeply scared to hurt Jay after all she's been through in the past few days. How do I go about this? I'm so scared right now. How troubled will she get after now? Fuck! Help me God.

"Bae? Bae?"

"Yea I'm here"

"No you're not. Like this is the fourth time am calling  you"

"Oh really?"

"What are you thinking of? What's bothering You? I forgot to tell you, you look pale these days and I don't know what's happening with you"