alex f*cking gaskarth

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Jessika pov

Its 11pm at night. I think the boys think im asleep. I was only able to contact Mary and Anna on my ipod.

Im screaming, yes screaming. Along to save rock and roll by fall out boy.

My phone beeped. I looked at it and saw Anna.

(Italic Anna bold Jessika)

Hey dude

Hey anna

How has it been

Eh okay i guess

Did they find out about your self harm

Awsten did i dont know if the other two did

Oh how

Well i sleep in t-shirts and at 3am he woke me up when i was still at the orphange to tell me that he asopted me

Rip

Ikr

Got to go my step dad is being an ass i will talk to you soon

Okay, careful talk to you soon

Okay thank you, you too

Bye

Bye

I sighed Anna's step dad was an ass. He was vurble abusive. Anna waited for the weekends like it was here job. She loved being at her dads.

Ive never herd from Raynie since i left i wonder why.

I herd noise at the back of the park. Not a lot like one person. I sat on the swing singing missing you by all time low. Did i mention that song makes me cry.

I had my eyes closed i felt a presents right next to me.

"Hold on tight this ride is a wild one," the person next to me sung.

I opened my eyes and turned to him. He was blurry but as soon as i saw the rose tattoo on his hand i feel off my swing.

"Ouch fuck," i say as i landed on my hip.

"Are you okay?," Alex asked.

"Yeah im fine it will just leave a bruise at worst," i say.

We sat on the swings again.

"Nice shirt," he said.

"Thanks," i say as he was talking about me all time low shirt.

"What you doing out here so late?," he asked.

"I just needed a break," i say.

"May i ask from?," he says.

"I used to be an orphan until a month ago," i say.

He nods.

"I worked as an entertainer at a bar," i say.

His eyes pop out of his head.

"No, not that kinda way i sung and played gutair," i say.

He nods.

"See when i worked there i had friends, a job i may have not had a faimly but for an orphan i was happy," i say.

"I was adopted, now dont get ne wrong i love them, but they dont love me," i say.

"I have to many problems. I deal with eating disorders, panic attacks, anxiety, depression, self harm and insomnia," i say.

"Hey im sure they love you thats why they picked you," he said.

"Whats your name?," he asked.

"Jessika, but with a k," i say.

He nods.

He hads me his phone i put my number in.

He sent me a text.

"I left my phone at my house but i will add you when i get back," i say.

He nods.

Awsten pov

I was Jessikas room her window open reminded me that i need to get a screen for it.

Her phone was on her bed.

Her phone light up. It was a fimilar number.

"Geoff," i yell.

"Yeah," he said.

"Can you get me my phone?," i ask.

"Yeah one second," he replies.

A few seconds later he is running upatairs.

"Where are you?," he said.

"Jess's room,".

He comes in and passes me the phone. I open my contacts and see Alex's number matches the one on Jess's phone.

I call it.

Alex pov

I sat there talking to the girl. When i got a phone call. I look at the contact. Awsten.

"Hello,".

"Yeah she is with me,".

"No way,".

"You are kidding,".

"Im gonna take her back to the bus i will bring her back towmorw,".

"Okay, bye," he says.

I look at Jessika she was looking down at the ground.

Jessika pov

He talked to Awsten. I wanted to run. I couldnt though.

"You didnt tell me you where a knight," he said.

"Oh i guess i left that out," i say..

"Come on i know you want space from them," he said.

I nodded.

"Your gonna stay the night in an all time low tour bus," he said.

I nodded.

I knew all time low was on tour with sleeping with sirens. I just didnt say anything.

We walked to the bus.

On it was all time low, kellin, ej, nick.

I caught their attenion.

I groaned internally im a ever gonna get away from ej.

"Guys this is Jessika she gonna be staying on the bus for the night," Alex said.

Everyone said hi's or stuff.

"Hey did the guys ever find you?," Nick asked.

"Yeah," i say.

He showed me to an empty bunk. I got on it and opened the window the bus started to move.

"God damn it your so difficult," someone said.

I turned around Ej.

I glared at him.

"Honestly though your hot," he said.

I look down.

He jumped on the bunk.

"Im sorry," he said.

"Its fine," i say. Wait why did i say that im supposed to hate him.

Ahh just end me now lord.

Well i guess i could use a friend, eh what do i have to lose.

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