If I Knew Then BxB~ Is being Edited.

Chapter 8

                                                             Brian's pov.

I avoided Fisher all day and im going out of my mind,so when my mom came to check on me i let her in and she was surprised i smile at her.

''So how did you spend you're day?''.My mom asked me while sitting at the foot of my bed.

''Just here listening to my ipod,you know it's weird how they just stole my communication stuff and my passport and license and stuff i need to leave the country but not my ipod''.I said feeling confused i mean its almost like someone just wanted to keep me here,oh my god i turn to look at my mom and anger took me.

''It was you''.I accused her and she looked at me like she didn't know what i was talking about.

''What do you mean?''.She ask.

''YOU!,you took all my crap so i be forced to stay here didn't you,this is how you want me to trust you?,By lying to me?''.I snapped at her and she wince.

''What the hell is all that yelling''.Daniel came in and found me glaring at mom and her looking at me like she still didn't know what i was saying.

That only fuel my anger and i glared more fiercely at her.

''I want to call dad,i want him here now and i want to go back home since obviously this was a mistake''.I said and mom flinched for a minute.

''You know what,fine! you want to go back than go but don't you dare say that i stole you're crap because i didn't,i love you too much to make you stay by forced but i guess i can see you dont even care about me at all,i gave you life you used to be my little boy,hell i let you move to Paris so that you can be happy but do you see it like that?.No maybe i should've make you stay with me to show you i love you!''.She snapped and i glare more at her.

''Well maybe if you had acted like you actually cared and not let me go than that would actually say I LOVE YOU BRIAN PLEASE DON'T FUCKING GO!''.My mom slap me and i froze,what the hell did i say?.

This was the first time i had said something like that out loud and now that it was out there maybe just maybe thats what i was feeling towards my mom, resentment because she actually let me go and didnt want me around just like Fisher had done,in a way my mom agreeing with me to go live with my dad was a big punch in the gut.

''Brian''.My mom whispered and i shook my head not able to look at her.

''I need to take a walk''.I mumble and walked towards the door where Daniel was standing there  too shocked to even blinked.

I was outside when i heard a door open and than slam open,i didn't turn to see who it was and when the same person caught up to me and started walking right next to me i still didn't say anything and just continued to walk.

Me and Fisher walked all until we found a bench and i sat down i look up at stars and sigh peacefully.

''You know this is you're fault right''.I stated and he snort.

''Yeah cause i told you to yell at you're mom''.He said and i rolled my eyes at his dumb words.

''No you stupid damn hillbilly,first of all don't murder English with you're half ass language it's BECAUSE and not CAUSE,and second of all this goes all the way back to where i was nine and you were eleven,I can't trust people at all im fucking scared of one day not being enough for anyone and im not sure how to fucking stop feeling like this''.I groaned why am i confiding in this asshole?.

''Im sorry you know,it killed me doing that to you and if it makes you  happy a month later my whole world came down on me,my suppost friends stop talking to me because i refused to bullied you like they did,and mom cheated on dad and that was the caused of their divorced than dad moved to New York and a month later mom committed suicide making me move in with my dad''.As Fisher explain this to me i felt my heart sink i had heard rumors about his mom and all that but i was too preocupied with my fucked up life that when i heard all that about him i felt happy he was going through all that and now i felt awful.

''We had some fucked up childhood huh''.I laugh and so did he.

''So why not start fresh and be friends huh,so hey my name is Fisher whats your's?''.He said and than intruduced himself i actually laugh.

''Im scared''.I said after my laugh died.

''Please let's try it and i promised you,i will do anything for you''.Fisher said sounding honest and my heart beat faster.

''It sounds like you're hitting on me and not trying to be my friend''.I said and he stop laughing.

''Would that be so bad?''.He asked and lean in too close to my face,his half closed eyes were staring into me,his nose almost touching mine, his lips just a breath away and it smelled minty and my god i couldn't breath,no it wouldn't be my first kiss but something tell me that if i let this happend too soon we might regretted.So i turn my face away from his and believe me it wasn't easy.

He chuckled and move away from me.

''Sorry,i just um let's just get to know each other first i mean i don't even know if gay never been with a guy before so yeah''.I said feeling stupid.

''Ok if it's time you need you got it,im happy since you're actually letting us in''.Whe he said 'us' i widen my eyes in surprised dear god i almost forgot about mom.

''Don't worry we'll fix it,come on let's go talk to you're mom''.He pulled my hand with his and we walked back to the house with him still holding my hand in his and to be honest i kind of liked it.

When we got there mom was sitting on the porch once she glance at out interwined hands she raised an eyebrow with a small smile on her lips making me blushed,i got even more embarrased when Fisher lean in and kiss me softly on my cheek and whispering in my ear to talk to mom,be honest and he'll be in his room for when im done talking.

''Im sorry mom''.I said and went to sit right next to her on the swing that was hanging on the porch.

''Why didn't you tell me?.I mean i guess i should've try and convince you to stay with me,but i didn't want you to hate me,honey believe me i wanted to keep you with me but i felt like a horrible mother if i made you stay''.She explained and i felt like a fool.

''I made you let me go,i don't know wheater it was test for me or you and i was a stupid 13 year old boy,so let's start again okay,i'll stay the whole two weeks here and me and you can have mother/son time''.I said  and her face lit up like a christmas tree.

She hug me tightly and kissed me on the cheek i hug her back feeling at ease.

''Im sorry i accused you of stealing my stuff,i should've known it wasn't you and im going to try and built my trust with you,Daniel and Fisher''.She smile widely thsi time.

''I like that,i like that very much''.She said and i smiled getting up,feeling like a whole new and happy person and i couldn't wait to talk to my dad and tell him the good news.

One thing left was finding my stuff that was stolen,me and my dad had been checking the gps on any of my devices so as soon as anyone of them is turn on the location will give it away and we can have the cops all over the goddamn thief,i know its just material stuff but all of our bussiness information,our important clients and my bank accounts  are all in those devices and i dont want people to get their hands on all that.

So once i catch that son of a bitch thief i will show him what happends when they mess with me.

For now im going to go see Fisher and start on our newly found friendship.

That put a smile on my face.And i knew right there and than that i was in trouble because i was feeling something other than friendship for Fisher.