Did I miss him?
Yes
..and no
Yes because he was like a drug and I depended on him for those short amount of days, which was a mistake and no because he's a hoe. I did get attached too quick which only seemed to fuck me over. So really I didn't miss him, but I missed him—I don't know
"Yes"
"Wait really?" He looked shocked. Did he expect me to say no? "Why?"
"Because I though we had something.."
"We did" he said softly
I guess we did. I don't know. I didn't wanna continue this conversation. I left it at that and kept my eyes on the road. I miss this though. Being with him or whatever
"Can I show you something?"
"Depends on what it is"
"It's something I bought" I nodded my head
"Yeah you can show me"
a smile spread across his face as he got comfortable in his seat
•••
We pulled into a driveway and parked beside a car
"We're here" he got out of the car. I got out too and stood beside him
"Why are we at this house? We look suspicious just standing here, like we're about to break into this house" I look around to make sure no one's outside
"Chill" he dangled a small key in the air
It took me a minute but
"Wait, wait, wait..y-you bought this?! You bought a house? Wha-how?" Now that I know it's his house I can't stop looking at it. It's beautiful
"With money" he laughed and held out his hand "I wanna show you the inside" Of course i took it without hesitation. I miss holding his hand. This warm feeling always rushes through my body when my skin comes in contact with his and it's an addictive feeling
He opened the door and turned the lights on. The first thing you see is the huge scenery that the open windows display
"I wish it wasn't dark" I walk towards one of the windows
"Yeah. The view is great when you can actually see it" you deadass can't see anything. Just our reflection
"Are you ever scared that someone's looking at you?"
"Nah"
"You're weird"
"Would you be?"
"Hell yeah. Cause you know if this was my house I'd be walking around in just a shirt" I laughed
"And that's why you gon get kidnapped. Walkin around naked and shit, plus you don't even lock your doors like you supposed to"
"Boy I lock my doors all the time"
"Hmph"
"Whatchu mean 'hmph'"
"So if i go to your dorm right now it's gonna be locked?"
"Yes"
"I find that hard to believe"
"Well believe it cause it is"
"Imma go check" he walked out the door. I crossed my arms and watched the door, knowing that he'd come back. I heard the car turn on, but I thought he was playin around...until I saw lights appear and then disappear
