Is it true?~Jachary

Chapter 32

James Charles's long lost shister: FOUND
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*It's not just me no you feel it too.*

*It's like our love cut the line in two*

*I like to move it than make it worse*

*Our lips are moving, they're makin' words,words turn to riddles, we make it worse*

*Cause i'm not listening,and you're not listening*

*Don't think we'll ever get better, gets worse with every letter*

..
these made sense,but i didn't understand the other lyrics.

But it's clear..

The song is about me..about us

I kept looking at the papers for so long studying every single word trying to understand why,trying to understand things from his point of view,But something inside me(THIS SOUNDS SO WRONG)stopped me,something kept telling me who the fuck cares and that it doesn't matter i'm over him now..

i can't believe my feelings anymore,cause it's a mess,i won't be surprised if i wake up in the morning with a bottle next to me that i fucked

"From Earth to Zachary,from Earth to Zachary, do you copy?"I heard Corbyn's high annoying voice making me snap back to what was going on"y-yeah what?"

"We planned the next tour here and you're still looking at the lyrics"He said and Daniel laughed

"n-no it's not the lyrics i'm just starving and can't stop thinking about what am i going to eat,i didn't even finish the lyrics yet"i obviously lied,trying to show Jack that i don't care and that i didn't even get the message

"what about the part you read?"Daniel asked and i nodded "it's fine it makes a good rhythm, can i hear the track?"

"Fine?what do you mean by fine it's dope"Jonah said making a confused sarcastic face

"my Man"Jack said doing our "bro" thing with his hand

To be honest i was shocked,and when i looked at Jonah he was too. His girl cheated on him with this guy right infront of him that he just called my man

Jonah acted pretty chill about it although i know he was confused then Daniel said"The track needs some work"

"okay,great shall we start?"i asked and they nodded

"The studio it is"Corbyn said then we stood up,leaving the room

....

Things at the studio went pretty normal as usual except the weird looks Jack gave me while recording,but i casually ignored them

I was sitting with Christina and Ellie when she told us about a party she's going to tonight and that she wants us with her.Ellie immediately jumped on me and kept begging for us to go

"i can't go i'm tired"i said throwing myself to the back and she groaned

"If you don't come with us i'll web you to the door for 2 hours standing on your feet!"she said and Christina chuckled

"the what?"i asked with a confused face and she rolled her eyes"just come with us"

"You don't want her to get high and strip for the whole-"