keeping hope.

chapter 3: almost perfect.

my life at this point was amazing.

chandler liked me. he actually liked me.

as we talked the feelings grew and we

started dating. I loved him. we didn't

get to hangout that much which

sucked. but we made it work somehow.

the first time we really got to hangout

was on his birthday. for his 15th

birthday we went to the skatepark. I

had no clue about skateboarding.

when we got to the skatepark there was

a lot of people. I honestly had no clue

what to do. I had never been to a

skatepark or been around any

"skateboarders." they we're all skating

on rails, ramps, and stuff like that. I

was totally lost.

he introduced me to his "skater

friends" and they all gave me a hug. I

felt a little more comfortable around

them but I still didn't know what to do.

I really don't know anything about

skateboarding but I guess if you didn't

fall you were doing it right.