People day summer is warm and full of fun. But to me it just gives me time to think about a life. But I do love the time away from the overbearing eyes of my teenage peers.
I do love wrighting as you guys can tell. But most of the time I don't know what to wright. I will be back to wright soon.
I do love that people read these storys.
Here's a short story to last a while.
There was a warm Summer Breeze as the car zoomed through the Mountainside of Pennsylvania. I looked up to see the clouds turning Pink as the sun was setting. I can't believe in a couple of hours I will get to see my family I haven't seen in such a long time. I thought to myself as more of the wind came through the car messing my hair even more.
I couldn't believe it was summer already I couldn't believe I was 14 already either. Seems like just yesterday I was starting my new school as a 13 year old shy girl who won't talk to anyone she doesn't already know. But I made a lot of friends who were really nice to me and help me open up a bit. Now it's summer break and I won't be seeing them for 3 months and I'm going to be a freshman in high school so I don't even know if we're going to talk anymore. Somewhere always does that to me makes me more scared of what's going to happen next school year. But right now that doesn't matter I get to see my grandma I haven't seen her in 3 years.
As we pulled up to the house I grabbed my heavy bags, and ran inside to see my grandma. As I was running inside something caught my eye there was a fire truck in front of the house. I walked inside hugging my grandma and we both shared that Italian or european kiss whatever people call it reaches them on the cheek. Yeah we did that then I asked her about the fire truck. She said. "Yeah we're using the fire truck water to fill up the new pool that your great-aunt got."
"Won't that be cold?" I questioned her.
"Yes,but it's a quick way to fill it up." She responded. And then went upstairs to the room that has been cleaned out for me to stay in over the next 3 weeks. I look out the window to see the sunset making the sky turn a darker blue and a lighter blue going around it. I look at the white church to the side or reminds me of that Joe Dirt movie this is kind of like Silvertown. I unpacked my things and some of the drawers and plugged in my laptop. Then I sat and watch the sunset this was going to be a great start to Summer. Now if only my anxiety will leave me alone for the next 3 weeks so I can be with my family and not stuck in my mind. I know when I get back though I will have to get back with reality and start getting on a new sleep schedule for school again. But until then I'm going to relax and have fun maybe not in that cold fire truck water though. I'll have to wait a couple of days for the pool.
Summer will be fun I'll try to make it fun. I'll try not to think about school too much or how scary it is to just go into High School. Being a Freshman is going to take a lot of work especially to maintain a be average in grades. Plus just to add to it my ears have not popped yet from the new altitude I'm at in the mountains. At least I get to see the mountains for once and not the hills I'm used to back in Wisconsin. I'll still talk to my friends I guess while I'm here and still have the anxiety about starting school. I've seen a lot of movies and read a lot of books were soon as I start high school or even another grade to stop talking to each other the friends I mean. Plus my family is going through a lot of stuff right now so it's good to visit old family.
The only thing I'm not really excited about is someone going up and asking me if I remember them and I have no clue because I haven't seen them since I was 2 years old. Pretty sure that's happened to everybody but it's really annoying. Couse when they ask you to start standing there awkwardly like am I supposed to know you or not. And then you start nodding your head like you know the person and then your grandma reassures you that you've never met them in your life. I will start working on my art more while I'm here to try to avoid confrontation with people like that.
So yeah that's why I haven't been writing I've been on vacation with my grandma. But I go back home Saturday morning so updates should be back by Monday I'm sorry these are so not laid out as a schedule. I've also been thinking about doing some comic dubs on YouTube my friends told me I might be good at it. Either that or those are just the Friends that tell you your clown makeup makes you look beautiful hopefully not though. And for all of you have anxiety about starting a new school or even starting school again just know you're not alone. All teenagers go through it believe me I looked it up and your friends will start talking to you again sooner or later hopefully sooner. It doesn't happen to all I'm just scared it'll happen to me cause I'm the new kid but that doesn't mean it will happen to you. If they've been your friends all your life most likely will still be your friends. Even though I have moved I still have friends for my Old Town. So just remember people do care about you and if you have anxiety about anything just try being yourself in your spare time. Or in general. My writing takes me to a different place and so does my really extremely crappy art. But that's what I like to do to relieve the stress and being an oncoming freshman is going to be hard so I know I'm going to need more sketch books and more writing books. I'll try to update more guys I really promise. I'm glad I have other people sharing my ideas or at least liking like crazy short stories I come up when I'm supposed to be listening to the teachers period or doing my chores. So I will try to update more I'll set reminders on my phone so just know that if you have anxiety about anything you're not alone. Just talk to your friends old or new and they'll help like I said in the story a girl who wouldn't talk to anybody she didn't already know. And I still am that way if I meet a new person it'll take awhile for me to start talking to you. I don't know if it's just stranger danger or if I'm just scared of opening up but if you're like me just by friends were really outgoing who are willing to talk to people you aren't. I'm not saying you have to be total opposites I'm just saying opposites are the best. If it wasn't for my friend Stevie be willing to talk to the new strange quiet kid he was writing in a journal. I have no friends I wouldn't know what anime was and I wouldn't be most the fandoms I am now. If you are all going and you do see the shy quiet kid in your school when we go back talk to them they could be the nicest person you've ever met. Well that last sentence really sounded like I was gloating I'm not the nicest person trust me up I'm the oldest out of four and a teenager so I can be a little devil.
Well till next time my readers.
