Well I know I haven't up dated in a while well I just wanted to tell you this I am the world's largest hypocrite I give you all this advise and don't take it myself but understand that if you were bullied since year/grade 2/3- 8 years yea I had to repeat 2nd grade. it gets hard you have all these thoughts and feelings buried under all the fake smiling and laughter that its banged In my head I still suffer from anxiety disorder and my distimia has expanded into full on depression but the billing died down to mental abuse and not so much physical anymore I still have the scars from when I cut turns out I have over 100 scars :( I still vet called suicidal but it doesn't bother me anymore I can set down and not get pushed by most of my bullies anymore because I'm finally in 8th grade and they ate in high school yesssssss.
I'm trying to lose a few pounds bit evidently trained myself to not eat for a while a FLIPPIN price of bread will fill me up !!! I try to force myself to eat but throw up but over all everything is doing so much better besides me having only one friend eh I rather have one that a lot of backstabbers
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PoetryPlease read if anything has happened to you or is happening to you I promise you this can help as much as you let it. This is nothing to joke about seriously!!!!
