It gets better

everyone is different

SONG ON THE SIDE

people judge us for the miskates we made, for our past. they don't know they just assume. they don't know the reason for the things we did in the past, you might of tried cutting or suicide, once people find  out they make fun of us they would say things like are you suicidal, why do you cut, or something and make fun. they don't know the real reason. I'm not judging because I'm all of those things this did and is happening also to many other people i used to feel alone but i actually found someone who cares we can't go back and change, erase, or edit the past. what is done is done. people think they know us. other are songs i listen to to help me remember they are warrior -demi lavoto, down-Jason sean,people like us-Kelly Clarkson,when she cries-Britt Nicole, save me Nikki minaj,when it rains-paramore,dear diary- Mike/wj, and my all time favorite black tattoo.the only thing left from our past is to accept it we don't have to love it because i sure as hell don't. now on to the suicide  right now I'm being drop dead serious. if you took your own life i would be heart broken, i may not know you but there is someone that cares just think of the future, your soul mate will be without you. you  are only putting a permanent end to a temporary problem i would care trust me if  i didn't have hxrrysbeanie i  have no clue where i would be. she where there when i was at my lowest , when i felt i could throw it all away. the best part is she was there to listen, to put up with my past , not running away when she found out i cut and suicidal. the difference from her and others is she is real she doesn't act like she cares then tells the whole school. people say run away from your problems well do you know what is say well. fuck them we need to face the problem head on and deal with the consequences.guys if you want to talk im here to talk about anything and i do mean ANYTHING. A BIG THANKS TO  hxrrysbeanieFOR BEING THERE AND BEING A TRUE FRIEND WHICH MEANS A LOT COMING FORM ME IF YOU HAVE DEPRESSION YOU KNOW WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT BECAUSE I HAVE DISTIMA ( a type of depression that slowly fades into enternal depression which means i have aways feel like a third wheel and that the human race didn't even agnolage me and so it means that if i think of something sad that upset me or look at something that upset me i get sad for a week or two depends on what it is) I'M SO LUCKY TO HAVE HER AS A FRIEND AND YOU WOULD BE TO.