It gets better

they are no better

SONG ON THE SIDE

people are no better than you. we just tend to show how we feel about things, like me j show my loved ones by being mean i try not being but it always ends up that way. just like with pain people think they can beat people up up just because if they have a family member that hits them(witch  im so against by the way)or they have insecurities. they think the world evolves around them someone once told me that if people or bulling you, you have something they don't, maybe they don't feel loved, or anything really. when you are being bulled and they bring down your self-esteem its alright because if you think you have insecurities they have more than you, if they act like nothing bothers them or nothing can stop them they have wayyyyyyyy more than you, this next part is gonna sound childish but anyway 

an example : a dragon is you brain telling you things like your fat , what if this happens, who wants to be your friend, no one likes you let alone loves you and so on the what if's are the biggest each time you tell yourself you cant do this or that your feeding the dragon and it gets bigger. don't let it take control you have to be the knight and shinning armor for yourself no one can help you they can say that your beautiful and pretty and you could kill people with that body of yours but if you don't believe them it does no good but don't get conceded just comfortable with wearing a bikini to the beach or a dress that shows your curves. if someone tells you your fat just stand up and say a skinny body couldn't handle a personality like mine so Jesus gave me an extra special one or Jesus spent more time on me because he thought i was worth it. no one deserves your tears of sadness. if you feel angry just set down and draw, paint, sing, play an instrument for all i care just don't become the bully and don't do something you will regret.