I woke up feeling weird I don't know why
Trippie wasn't in bed with me
I looked at my phone
I got 10 missed calls from my sister and 4 messages
I called her back
"Kat why did you-"
"Ayla Mom killed herself" She says making my heart just stop
"Ayla?" My sister says through the phone
"Ayla please answer" She says making me scream
Trippie Redd
I heard Ayla screaming I quickly ran downstairs seeing her rocking from side to side and crying
"Ayla what's wrong?" I ask her as she kept on crying
"My...Mom...Just...Died" She says in between crying
"I didn't get to see her" Ayla says crying
"Why did she have to go?" Ayla says crying
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Ayla's POV:
I couldn't move
Flashback
"Mommy can I get an ice cream" I say
"Hmm ain't you forgetting something" My mom says looking at me
"Oh please can I get an ice cream mommy" I say
"Of course baby" She says walking up to the ice cream truck
Flashback over
I stayed in bed just listening to sad songs
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I got up and walked to the kitchen, I saw a sharp knife, I picked it up and stared at it for like hours which was only 2mins.
I started slitting my wrist over and over again until blood drops on the floor
I cry out in pain dropping the knife and collapsing on the floor
I just see darkness everywhere.
