Trippie Redd
I saw Ayla on the floor with blood drops and a knife in her hand
"Ayla" I shout her name as loud as I can
"Ayla fucking say something" I shout out while shaking her to wake up
I can't loose anymore people in my life
I quickly grabbed my phone and dialled 911
5mins later
The ambulance came and took Ayla away to the nearest hospital
I was waiting and trying to stay strong for her
I didn't know who to call coz Smoke was busy on tour and Tia I don't even kno where she's been.
After like an hour
The doctor came up to me that's when my heart went somewhere I couldn't imagine
"Mr Lamar White" The doctor says my name
"Yes" I say
"Ayla your girlfriend she is fine she has just lost a lot of blood" The doctor said making me feel bad that I wasn't with her when she was thinking to kill her self
"Can I go see her" I say
"Yes go to room 225" He says making me nod my head
When I got to the room door
I took a deep breath and walked in
Her eyes were closed
I walked up to where she was laying
"Ayla I love you so much your my everything, I can't loose you" I say as I kiss her cheek
I left.
The next day
Ayla's POV:
After the doctors checked on me
I was able to go back home
I was scared to even talk or be in the same place with Trippie because he would be mad that I put myself in that position
"She just has to take it slow just move everything sharp away from her, if this happens again I will have to put her into a self harm support group" The doctor says to Trippie
He nods
"Don't worry doc I will take care of her" He says
I was in car while Trippie was driving home
It was silent and awkward
As he pulled up
I came out the car and went inside
I went into the bathroom and locked it
I started crying because I was sad and fucked up
I looked in the mirror and just saw a ugly girl
My hair was a mess
My sister doesn't know I cut myself and I knew Trippie didn't tell her anything coz he doesn't even have her number and my phone was dead when I was cutting myself.
I watched my face with water
I came out of the bathroom I sat on the bed
Trippie came in looking at me
"Um you hungry?" He asked
I shook my head no
"You haven't ate anything you need to eat" He says looking at me
"I need to shower" I say getting up and walking to the bathroom
He grabbed my arms and pulled me to him
"Promise me you will never fucking cut yourself ever" He says looking in my eyes
"I can't promise anything" I say as he let go of me
30mins later
I came out of the shower with a towel wrapped around me
I looked at the cuts that I did to myself
I cried again
Trippie comes in and hugs me
"I'm...now..the most ugliest...girl in the world" I say sniffling
"Who said that?" He asked screwing his face up
"Me" I say looking down
Trippie lifts my head up and kisses my lips
He sucked on my bottom lip
"Your the most beautiful girl in the world" He says
"You make me happy am sorry I tried to kill myself" I say
"Bae from now on your gonna go and be with me wherever I go" he says kissing my cheek
I smile a bit and get up so I can get dressed
He smacks my bum
"Really?" I asked
He starts laughing
"Bae" I say jumping on Trippie
"Wassup" He says while on his phone
I take his phone from him
I start kissing his neck
"What? Now your horny?" He asked while smiling
"No I just miss kissing you" I say
"Nah you miss this d" He says tickling me
I giggle
"I love you" He says
"I love you" I say
