So this book is nearly finishing
Anyways
Trippie drove me to the hospital to see my sister
"I need to see her" I say shouting and crying
She was my little sister
"M'am you need to come down and wait like everybody else" The nurse says trying to calm me down
Trippie tries to hold me tight to shut me the fuck up
"Nooooooo" I say crying
I see her boyfriend there scared and terrified
"What happened?" I ask
"She-I don't know everything want so fast-She was driving to fast she wasn't thinking and she crashed into a tree" He says breaking down crying
This cannot be happening
The doctor said I was allowed to see her
I went in and just couldn't contain myself
I cried again
Seeing her face bruised
Fractured
And Scars
That I normally would have on my body
"Kat am sorry for being a horrible sister to you" I say holding her hands
"I wish I could make everything better again" I say
All of a sudden
The monitors started beeping and making loud noises
Every nurse came running in like it was a competition
"What's going on?" I ask confused, scared
"You have to leave" The nurse says pushing me out the room
________
"My sister is going to be okay, she's gonna be okay, she's gonna be fucking okay" I say to myself
I been waiting for hours
I didn't want to sleep or even close my eyes
The doctor comes out
I quickly rush to him
"Is my sister okay?" I ask
He looks at me and doesn't say a word
"She lost a lot of blood and sh-she didn't make it" He says
I see butterflies everywhere
________
Funeral
"We're gather today to witness a young life who's gone so soon, she will be up in heaven with her beautiful mother who died a month ago"
"My sister was the most prettiest girl I know, she had good hurt and a perfect smile, she always knows what will make you happy, am not good with speeches all anything other than cutting myself and making everyone hate me, I just wish I could spent one more day with her no I wish she could be here forever, I was suppose to die first" I say placing a rose on her coffin.
