it seemed dangerous
but it said to have faith in it
"the secret is to just be empty"
didn't know if it was wise to listen, but
what could it hurt to try?
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he returned to the scale.
"44kg"
he felt so close to accomplish his goal. just 10 more to go, and he'll look skinny. if not, he'll just lose more. it wouldn't hurt to lose a couple of pounds anyways.
they said it was dangerous.
the voices said otherwise. the voices said it was fine and it was healthy. luke would love him that way. no one would love a fat person, never.
he would always look at calum and ashton. they were so skinny, and they looked happy together. he wished that it was him and luke instead. that thought disappeared as quickly as it appeared.
water keeps you full. water doesn't make you fat. right?
michael told himself that, and it became a reality for him. he would always deny food given to people. and if they asked why, he would give the usual excuse, and they wouldn't care.
obviously they wouldn't, they wouldn't want to give food to a fat person like him. it would be a waste anyways.
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A/N: i actually went home super late because there was supposed to be a rehearsal BUT THERE WASNT ANY AND I WASTED 3 HOURS OH M Y G O D
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empty: muke
Fanfictionpart of the "lyric-based" series - loosely based on the song "empty" by jaiden and boyinaband (muke) TW: anorexia /COMPLETED/ © colouredafi 2018 (THANKS FOR 100 VOTES!!) (THANKS FOR 400 READS!!)
