She Will Be Loved

Ch. 3

it was around 9:00 pm when christina was downstairs on the couch watching tv, matt however wasn't there.. he was out with some friends drinking and partying their asses off, christina sighed quietly as the feeling of lonelyness was growing inside her, yeah matt was very very cruel to her, but it felt better when she wasn't completely alone in the house because she was afraid of being alone, especially in a huge house

in a few minutes matt randomly just barged into the house, making christina jump a little as her heart beat increased a bit, he made his way over to christina as the smell of various types of alcohal escapes his mouth, he was obviously beyond drunk, more than usual and that wasn't good news..

christina stood to her feet as matt grabbed her by the waist and pushed her against the wall, christina's heart was now beating out of her chest, she was terrified of him

although he didn't hurt her, he just began kissing her roughly, she wasn't that surprised though, he did this all the time, he would show up really drunk and just use her for his own pleasure, after that was over everything would go back to normal

his lips crashed against hers as he grabbed her ass, she had no choice but to kiss him back and act like everything was okay, if she didn't then he would hurt her as usual.. small moans left his lips as he slipped her leggings off of her, he picked her up and walked up the stairs quickly, he went into their room and locked the bedroom door as he threw her on the bed and took his shirt off, he climbed on the bed and pulled her to himself as he began touching every inch of her body "matt" she said quietly and tried to catch her breath, she didn't want to have sex with him, especially not after all those abuse sessions he gave to her, this was basically considered rape because she tried to stop him but he kept on going

"shut up" he said and began ripping away at her shirt once she was completely shirtless, at this point she was only in her bra and panties

"matt please" she said quietly with her head down

this was the part where he made her feel safe in his arms for the night, just so he could have sex with her, just so he could use her as a toy and throw her away once he was finished.. he lied to her and let her know everything was going to be okay when it really wasn't, it was only getting worse..

"baby" he said in a low tone and cupped her face in his hands "i love you" he didn't completely lie though, he did love her.. he just had problems with anger and chose to take it out on her. what kind of love was that? not a good kind obviously

her heart skipped a beat when she heard those three words, she hadn't heard them in a really long time. did he mean it? did he really love her? or was it all just a joke to try and get her to have sex with him.. she couldn't think straight in the moment as her heart was beating a mile a minute, why in the hell was she always trusting him? after everything he's done to her, everything he's going to do to her in the future, she always believed him when she knew it was a lie, 'what the hell christina, what the hell's wrong with you?' she asked herself as he began to kiss her slowly

a tear rolled down her cheek when all the thoughts ran through her head, he pulled his lips away from her and wiped her tear away with his thumb, that little move made her feel something, she felt like he actually cared for a second, what she didn't know was that it was only for the night, tomorrow would be a different story

he took her remaining clothes off carefully and i guess you can play out what happens next, they have sex. he uses her body for his own pleasure, he tells her he's sorry and she believes him, he lies to her face. he looks her in the eyes and tells her it won't happen again, but it does. it happens over... and over... and over. until one day her whole body aches from all the pain he's put her through..