Silent Agony (Alec lightwood love

Chapter 3

After Alec left I couldn't get what he said to about telling him about the Shadowhunter who hurt me. I want that man stopped from possibly hurting another innocent perhaps even killing them. But I don't want to have to go through the pain again. I already see that despicable beings face in my dreams, if I go through that day again willingly I might start seeing him in the daytime again. I decide to try to sleep and in then morning ask Magnus for his view on the subject. I don't know why but for some reason I feel drawn toward hazel eyed Shadowhunter, almost safe.

The next morning, I feel the bed is weighed down on one side. I roll over and look to see Magnus looking to my exposed and bandaged thigh with a frown on his face. I quickly pull the blanket to cover my leg. I sit up and pull him in to my chest hugging him close kissing his cheek before easing his mind. 'I didn't tell you because it's nothing big just a scratch Alec bandaged it last night and I knew you would freak out and lose sleep.'

His frown slowly curled into a smirk. "Alexander helped you? Well I guess I can see you two being a cute match. I mean have you seen him he is an Adonis of a man. I've never had Shadowhunter, but he makes me want one. Don't worry though nugget he's all yours" He pats my cheek and kisses my forehead as I shake me head giggling at Magnus's foolishness but making no sound.

I stand up and head to the kitchen making myself tea that Magnus made special for me in hopes to help with my voice. Even though it doesn't work it tastes good and keeps my throat from hurting. 'Magnus he was just helping me not proposing; and besides he's a Shadowhunter you can't trust a Shadowhunter.' Magnus furrows his brow as if he was thinking. 'But anyways Alec said something to me last night that got me thinking maybe I might be wrong about some Shadowhunters. He wanted me to tell him about the attack. He seems very intent on wanting to stop the man that hurt me and at first, I said no but I got thinking last night. Maybe if I tell him, well actually I was more hoping that you could show him the memory since I want you there and you can have seen it while helping me with my nightmares and he understands you, maybe it would be a good thing. Maybe he would recognize the Shadowhunter and can then stop him. What do you think I should do?'

Magnus looks in deep thought I know that he knows more about this world than anyone I have met so I trust his opinion very much and know that if he says I should I will. If this man is never found, then I'll always be afraid to go back to the woods. I turn around and start making oatmeal for us while Magnus sits at the counter dinking his coffee and going through the pros and cons of telling Alec my whole story. He is in such deep thought he doesn't notice that Titan is on his shoulder biting at on of his necklaces. I smile at the sight before I snap my hands in his face. Magnus shakes his head and looks down at marten going H.A.M on the chain. He lifts Titan before placing him on the counter patting his head. "You did good last night protecting our little nugget last night but that doesn't mean I will let you chew on my things." As he scolds Titan I place an oatmeal in front of him and start eating my own. "I think having Alec here to learn more about you would be a good thing. It may help you find you assailant and learn that not all Shadowhunters are bad just like not all downworlders are slaves to their impulses. Besides I think he is a yummy treat to look at and I feel that something may possibly be brewing between you two." I just nod my head ignoring his last statement. "Great I'm going to shower first then I'll call him, sound good nugget?" I nod in response before going back to my room to get dressed for the day.

While I'm waiting for Magnus to get out of the shower I go to the kitchen and living room and tidy things up a bit. I love tidying the apartment there is always so many cool artifacts and trinkets around. Magnus walks out wearing a burgundy and gold silky dress shirt, some dark jogging pants with his hair already styled and his classic eyeliner on with perfect precision. Magnus walks to his work station grabbing some herbs grinding them together before bottling it and pacing it in a velvet bag before passing it to me. "Can you bring this to The Jade Wolf it seems that Theo has a new wolf that is having trouble controlling himself and he wants to nip it in the butt before the Clave catch wind?"