Confessions of a panromantic/asexual/anxiety ridden human being

Hello Again

I am bad at finding topics to speak about I realize. (Please suggest something, anything)
But I couldn't go without at least a some update today so I could say happy non-binary people's day!!! Be loud and proud of who you are(when it's safe) and love yourself as best as you can.

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Just because you might want to know some updates on my general life: I finished a novel during Nanowrimo(national novel writing month) in 2017 which is very gay and was my first time writing a character that went by they/them pronouns and it actually turned out okay. Hopefully I'll share that book at some point.
I also now have a drivers licenses and have completed half of high school which is also a plus. I am an unofficial officer for my school's GSA as our old president sort of left it in pieces for the three of us that were not seniors to fix as well as a squad leader in my band program. I also spent more than 100 hours at my old middle school student directing and running sound for their production of Seussical which taught me a lot about how excepting younger generations are getting with different pronouns and expressions of gender.
I have now seen 3 shows on the West End: Harry Potter and the Cursed Child( my techy heart was melting), Book of Mormon(I knew what was in it, my parents did not), and School of Rock(damn how are children so talented.) I have also seen 2 shows on Broadway: Spongebob the Musical(Ahhhh) and Come From Away(Awwwww). And an off-broadway show called Puffs which is based off of Harry Potter.
I also started seeing a therapist who has helped me open up and understand the way I think so much better. I've been sort of against them for a while because they just seemed like someone to talk to and not much more but it is so helpful having an outsider validate you and be able to make suggestions to better yourself.

In a more sober mood here's an update on my love life: my girlfriend and I have been together for almost a year and a half now and she is getting to where she isn't happy with my comfort range. Multiple friends have told me she's complained that I wasn't being physical enough(kissing/ really anything other than holding hands and cuddling) even after I explained to her my mindset and told her to talk to me if she felt like that. I believe we will probably break up soon but as we are still in high school and haven't seen each other since school was over due to summer trips it hasn't happened yet. I've known this would come eventually since she was very physical with her last relationship very quickly so I'm okay with it I just hate like not being able to have a conversation with her.
This was the first relationship where I knew how I felt and identified and was pretty comfortable with it so this has at least helped increase my own faith in myself and my own decisions which I think I needed and she helped me get more comfortable in my skin and it is still definitely nice to have someone to go to that automatically uses they/them pronouns and will give me more masculine compliments. I believe we will stay friends no matter what but I think this relationship just has reached its end point which was bound to happen in high school anyways.

I would love to get to know some of my readers a bit better so if anyone wants to talk about themselves in the comments I would love to read and maybe make a couple more friends.
Taylor