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two.

*zach's pov*

Thought I found a way
Thought I found a way out
But you never go away
So I guess I gotta stay now

i thought that i could get through this, but it'll never go away, no matter how much i want it too.
since it just won't go away, the pain stays, which holds me down.

why i can't i leave?!?
i'm not even worth anyone's time!!
i just wanna live life the way i want but i can't!!!  i try but it could never happen, because i'm not free! i need to be free, i want to be free! i can never get what i want! can i just please have one sense, one touch, one feel, of freedom? it's all i ever want! death or living, i don't care! I need a taste of freedom!

Oh I hope someday I'll make it out of here
Even if it takes all night or a hundred years
Need a place to hide but I can't find one near
Wanna feel alive outside I can't my fear

i need to get out the hell i'm living in. i don't care if it'll take a hundred years, i just need a place that i be free, be me. where no one could send me anymore death threats, where no one will judge me. if i had one wish, i would always, always, wish for freedom. a place where i would feel alive, because right now, i'm in a state of mind that i don't wanna be in. where i wanna escape, and feel a better emotion.

Isn't it lovely, all alone
Heart made of glass my mind of stone
Tear me to pieces, skin to bone
Hello, welcome home

i feel like i don't have anyone to come to, i feel like they would never have time for me since they're busy, and i don't wanna waste their time on me! it's not worth the time. my mind doesn't matter, my heart doesn't matter, my feelings don't matter, nothing about me matters. i'm all alone. my heart's fragile, and my mind, i can't explain that.
all of this is tearing me to pieces, and once it goes down to the last piece, i'm finally home.

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A/n: here's chapter two of this story. Hope y'all enjoy and yea. Be sure to spread love instead of hate :) also if you ever wanna talk to me, feel free to, bc I'm pretty kewl I guess. But that's up to u. Have a great day, love y'allz and PEACE!
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