death threats; zach herron ✔️

four.

four.

*zach's pov*

I don't like my mind right now
Stacking up problems that are so unnecessary
Wish that I could slow things down
I wanna let go but there's comfort in the panic
And I drive myself crazy thinking everything's about me
Yeah I drive myself crazy
Cuz I can't escape the gravity

i completely hate my mind, my life, and myself. i feel people are just stacking up problems that are so unnecessary. i wish that if time would slow down, i could probably let this go, but in every comfort, there's always panic. sometimes i think that everything's about me, that it just drives me crazy, and i can't escape the world, the gravity.

I'm holding on
Why is everything so heavy?
Holding on
So much more that I could carry
I keep dragging around what's bringing me down
If I just let go, I'd be set free
Holding on
Why is everything so heavy?

i'm holding on but i just don't think i can anymore. it's like a huge weight on my shoulders that can't be lifted, but only gets heavier with every death threat that pops up on my phone every second. maybe if i let go, i'd be free. the problem is, i'm holding on.

You say that I'm paranoid
But I'm pretty sure the world is out to get me
It's not like I made the choice
To let my mind stay so f***ing messy
I know I'm not the center of the universe by you keep spinning 'round me just the same
I know I'm not the center of the universe but you keep spinning 'round me just the same

you might think i'm paranoid, but really am i?
the world wants me dead. i mean i didn't make the choice to let my mind stay messy like that. it just can't reverse the bad with the good.  i guess these death threats won't come to end, maybe i should just listen to it right? because clearly i'm not wanted or needed in this world.
i'm a kid that's too complicated to figure out. and no one will ever know this ever.

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A/n: so another one. guys! i got news that some hater was sending death threats to Zach and then told corbyn to die during surgery???!?? What in the actual hell? That is not okay! Besides, what did corbyn ever do?
Again, if ppl are sending death threats, what is the point of that? Because that's really immature to one, not get their facts right, two, just send death threats to people who really don't deserve it?!? COME ON WHAT IS WRONG WITH SOCIETY honestly I'm disappointed. Like this took it to whole new level. People (haterz) should learn what this could do to someone. Anyways, to people who are kind, and TRU limelights, thank you for not sending death threats bc I probably would've, UGH u don't even know. Alright SPREAD DA LOVE NOT DA HATE!!
thanks for reading :)
-g