Saved by the bell~Lil Xan

Idgaf🖕🏽

~Standing alone is better than standing with people who hurt you💪🏽💔

~Song: I don't fuck with you by Big Sean
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Diego's p.o.v

I was laying with Summer on the hospital bed stroking her hair as she slept and thinking about what she had told me. I mean don't get me wrong I'm glad that we're having a kid together but I don't think I'm ready to be a dad or to be tied down to completely.

I felt her moving around in her sleep so I looked down at her and ran my hands through her hair. She opened her eyes and smiled at me.

"Hehe hey." She giggled stretching a little as she got up and headed towards the bathroom.

She started to close the door and I remembered what the doctor told us. "Keep the door open Summer." I cautioned. She rolled her eyes and left it open a bit.

After a few minutes the room door opened, Ethan and Kayla walked into the room carrying Chinese take-out. Summer walked out of the bathroom as they shut the door. Kayla noticed her, ran over and hugged her while me and Ethan talked for a bit.

"How ya feeling babygirl?" Kayla asked looking at Summer who was walking back to her bed. "Uh Im a little bit better I guess." She shrugged her shoulders. Kayla was about to say something else when the doctor came in.

"Good evening everyone." He says looking to all of us then landing his eyes on Summer.

"How are you feeling Miss....Whitley?" The doctor asked looking at the charts he had in his hands. "Heh I'm feeling a little better." She looked over to me.

"Well that's good I'm going to check your vitals real quick, explain a few things to you, and then a nurse will come in and complete the rest of the test ok?" He spoke making eye contact with Summer. She nodded her head. The doctor looked to the rest of us and politely asked us to leave the room while he did the test. We nodded and headed out of the room into the hall outside.

Ethan was the first one to break the silence we sat in waiting for the doctor to come back out. "I'm glad she's at least feeling better." He said biting at his nails. "She doesn't deserve any of the shit she's going through." He added on.

I stood up and started walking towards the exit. "Diego where are you going?" Kayla spoke up and asked. ".....Ethan's right she don't deserve this shit and I'm the root of the fucking problem. I'm the reason she got kidnapped and raped, I'm the reason she almost tried to kill herself!" I yelled the last part. "So I'm going to leave so she won't have to deal with the shit I've caused."

"Diego you really think that leaving her right now at a time like this is what she needs? You honestly are one of the dumbest people I've ever met, she fucking loves you Diego she doesn't need another man she loves and cares for to just walk out of her life and never come back. She wants you, she needs you." Kayla said walking up behind me.

I knew she was right about me but I couldn't help but focus on the way she said 'another man' but I didn't want to ask her about it.

"I know you're right trust me I do but I'm just going to end up hurting her even more. I wanna be there for her and the baby I do but I'm just not ready to settle down. I'm not ready to be a parent at all." I said turning around and facing her. She sighed and put her head in her hands.

I was about to ask Kayla not to tell Summer and that I would tell her myself when someone behind her cleared their throat. I looked to see the doctor and Summer standing out in the hall staring at us. I could see Summer's eyes start to water as she stared at me.

"S-summer." I whispered walking towards her. "Don't just don't. I don't want you anywhere near me in fact I don't want you here at all so just leave." She said without looking at me. I could hear the hurt and anger in her voice so I decided not to make it worse.

"I'm sorry." Was all I said before I turned and walked away. I could feel my heart breaking as she finally broke down and started crying, it took all I had in me not to turn around and go back to her.

I knew in this moment that i had lost her and might never get her back.

Well the end of this book is near but I will be writing a sequel.😁

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