~Song: Everything Falls Apart by Rei Brown
~There is no love without forgiveness, and there is no forgiveness without love🥀
_________________________________Diego's p.o.v
I'm not gonna lie Jess was my first love, I'll never forget her but when she threw that vase at me and said the things she said to me I kinda lost all hope of us being friends or anything for that matter.
I really hope that Summer forgives me cause o really do love her.
We've been sitting in silence as she patches up my arm to stop the bleeding from when Jess threw that vase at me.
"Have you forgiven me yet?" I asked fidgeting with my thumbs. "Well that depends on if you forgive me for what I'm about to tell you." She sighed taking her hands off my arms. "What do you mean?"
"Well last night as you know I was fucked up but i wasn't just high off weed." She got up and walked away from me to put the first aid kit away. "Someone handed me a Xanax and I was already so drunk but I remember taking it anyways." A tear rolled down her face as she told me.
To be completely honest I wasn't that mad at her but yea I was a little. I mean she knows about what happened to me, about my movement but I can't blame it all on her like she said she was under the influence.
I sighed and walked over to her making her look directly at me.
"I'm not mad at you so there is nothing to forgive. So like I said do you forgive me?" The last part I whispered in her ear seductively. I felt her breath hitch as she trembled with the sudden contact I was giving her.
"Y-yes I forgive you." She stutters as she tries to pull away from me. I tighten my grip on her wrists and pull her closer to me. "Can you show me that you forgive me?" I smirked. "W-what h-how what is that supposed to mean?" Her face got red as she looked away from me.
I leaned down and kissed her softly. "That's how. If you can show me like that then I'll know you've forgiven me if not then I'll think you're still mad at me." I chuckled.
"Fine Im mean we've done it before." She quipped before leaning in and giving me a kiss. I pulled her as close as possible deepening the kiss. I missed being like this with her it puts me at peace knowing she's not angry at me anymore.
I felt her pulling away so I let her. She leaned her head on my chest and wrapped her arms around my waist. "I miss being like this with you but I know for a fact there's no way I overreacted with what I did." She squeezed me tighter.
"I know babe I know and I'm sorry for that I really am and I should have told you about Jess
And what we had going on." I sighed and pulled away Summer sitting on the couch.I leaned back and took a deep breath. I motioned for her to sit next to me so she did. She laid her head on my chest and relaxed against me, I guess she was tense from what just happened but I'm so glad she's still in my life and I won't lose her again.
Her eyes closed as her breathing calmed signaling that she was asleep. I kissed her forehead and followed suit dozing off with a clear conscience that I only get around her.
This is just a filler chapter I had to update early cause I have another test today.
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