𝐎𝐧 𝐦𝐲 𝐛𝐥𝐨𝐜𝐤 》Tearing Apart [EDITING]

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• O L I V I A •

I looked at her laying the hospital bed, and the only word I could think of was "Sorry".

I put her here, if I didn't have that party none of this should have happened, I should've been the one to be here. I regret blaming her for having Cesar with the target on his back.

I realize she couldn't have changed it, that was always going to be the packaged deal that came along with being with Cesar. A target on his back.

This could've been me or Ruby, or Ruby and I but she moved us saving our lives. Now I just wish I could go back and save hers.

I slowly moved closer to her on the bed as I held her hand.

"Ah–Alecia I know you should hopefully wake up soon, I just want to apologize for everything I ever did and said to make you feel some type of way. None of this was your fault at all, I'm sorry I was such a bitch to you,"I said with a slight sad laugh as I wiped away my tears.

"I promise when you wake up, I'll do all that I can to make things better between us,"I said as I sighed laying my head on top of her hand.

I owed this girl my life.

• E Z E K I E L •

I couldn't think straight, none of this was right just a few hours ago my little sister was the happiest she could've been a beautiful smile on her face.

I stopped by to see how she was doing and everything was good then next I knew she's here  damn there breathless, I know there was something I could've done.

I Know I could've prevented this, it's my job as her older brother to protect her and I can't even do that.

Before I realized tears were slipping down my cheeks as pops came over and side hugged me as I just let the tears continue to slip.

"I know you wish you could've done something, so do I,"He said sounding like he was tearing up.

"She's alright I promise you, She's Alright when she wakes up everything will be back to normal she'll recover and be fine I know it,"He said as I heard him sniffling as I held him back comforting him also.

We know you got this Alecia, just please wake up soon.

• R U B Y •

I held onto Manai as she slept in my arms, as I looked at her to see the dried tear stains on her cheeks as I looked over to Alecia in the bed.

As all I could think of that moment, after she pushed us out the way I seen it all happen as the bullet hit her I could sense all the pain.

She had blood on her dress as she fell, she didn't move, she did nothing but breathe to fight to live another day.

I admired her, I was risking my life to save Cesar but she risked her life to save everyone Manai, Cesar, Monse and Olivia and I.

It could've been us, but she saved us all like a Superwoman.

I owe her my life and when she wakes up I was going to show her better.

[should I double upload because I don't feel like this is enough]