Letter 4 ♡

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May 7th, 2013

Dear Luke,

What an awful way to exist. Wide awake with red burning eyes. Trying to find comfort in cold sheets and my empty body.

My heart still hurts and I can't control it.

Last night, I watched some of your old videos.

I also watched a few newer ones.

I noticed something that made my heart sink even more.

You're happy.

You're happy without me.

I noticed something else...

You've changed.

Are you okay?

I'm sorry, but I need to know. I need to know how your doing.

Loving you was the most exquisite form of self destruction.

I still love you,

Emma

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