How Could A Heart Like Yours Love A Heart Like Mine

Hot Milk

My heart sank in my chest. 'He loves her' I whispered to myself. I wanted to cry but no tears left my eyes. I stepped away from the office and I made my way up the stairs. Thomas told me to sleep in his room but I couldn't. I opened a few doors until I found a spare room. I laid Darcy down on the bed and I sat on the edge, staring blankly ahead. I lost my boy and Thomas loves Lizzy. This day couldn't get any better. I sighed.

"You need to get some sleep" the familiar raspy voice said.
"How can I sleep in this bed when Charlie is out there?" I said cold. I didn't look at him.
"Grace.. tomorrow we will go look for him, together." Thomas said.
"Great." I said sarcastic.
"I thought I told you to sleep in my room?" he asked serious.
"And sleep in the bed where Lizzy and you make love? No thanks" I said without any emotion. He stayed quiet. I looked up at him and he looked, hurt? 
"Go away Thomas." and with that he left. I heard him smash something in the hallway.

I tried to get some sleep but I had the worst nightmares about Charlie. My poor baby. I couldn't stay in bed any longer so I sat up. I picked Darcy up and I made my way down the stairs. I was a bit hungry so made myself a cup of hot milk in the kitchen, all the maids were asleep. While I stirred the milk I heard a noise behind me. When I tried to turn around I felt a familiar touch on my hips, the familiar breath in my neck. My body tensed. 

"Thomas.." I tried to say something but instead I enjoyed the warm feeling.

"I'm sorry" He whispered in my neck.

"Don't do this to me Thomas, my heart is already in pieces" I whispered back. With that he turned me around, gently, because I was holding Darcy in my arms.

"Please let me fix your heart" he said on the sweetest tone. My stomach turned. 

"Your heart already belongs to someone else.." I said while I looked at the ground. He lifted my chin up.

"You really believe that?" He looked me straight in the eyes. His perfect eyes looked right trough my soul.  I felt him leaning closer. Was he really going to kiss me? Seconds later I felt his warm lips crash into mine. He took my face in his hands and he placed the most gently kiss on my innocent lips. When we pulled away we rested our foreheads against each other. 

"I have never loved anyone the way I love you Grace" he whispered. I closed my eyes while he said those words, my heart broke because I still knew he couldn't be mine. 

"Our boy Thomas, they took our boy" I cried. And because I started crying, the baby started crying too. I sighed but before I could react, Tommy gave me a quick kiss on the forehead and grabbed the baby in his arms.

"I know" He said calmly. 

"Is it true Tommy that you're going to have a baby with her too?" I asked scared. 

"No, I won't" He shot at me angry. 

"But she said-"

"I don't fucking care what she said. I will not cheat on you guys like that. You are my family." He whisper-shouted. I nodded. Thomas sat him and Darcy down on a chair and he played with her little fingers. I drank my milk and just for a second everything felt alright. But that only lasted for a second because the door of the kitchen flew open. Finn was standing in the doorway. 

"Thomas, I think we found your boy"