Life has a way of getting in the way
Everyone has their coping methods
Yours just bring you further from me
Everyday
Are you even here right now
Do you hear what I say
Who am I to you
I watch silently
Knowing that you won't understand me
Are you even here enough to remember
How much of me do you even know
Are you even here
Are you there for me when I shine
I know you say you love me
But are you even there
Do you even know me
Where are you when I cry silently
Hoping
Praying
For you to come back
Not how your are now
But healthy
Happy
Come back to me when your not so off your face
When did I wake up to see it
Your not even here
When did that become ok
When did it become my normal
Why did I ever think that what you were doing was ok
How could you warp my perspective so much
that normality seemed wrong
And addiction seemed ok
When are they not in your system
You are always so off your face
Are you even here
Do you know me as I know you
Would you could you give it up if I asked
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Poetrypoems that I have written about many things . Some are finished and some are not. some poems are happy and most are not so please be warned when reading.
