My R // a short Langst AU story (completed)

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"Lance?" Someone asked softly after knocking. He knew that voice. That gay ass cute voice. Keith. Lance shot his head up and hid the fact that he was crying. He got up and unlocked the door. "It's unlocked.."

The door open, and Keith walked in. "You gonna eat? It's breakfast.." Keith said, his voice having a hint of concern. Lance shook his head, he didn't feel like eating. There was a few moments of silence, then Lance asked a question.

"Aren't you gonna eat Keith..?" Lance asked, his voice filling with sorrow. Keith shook his head. "If you're not gonna eat, I'm not gonna eat." Lance did a confused look. Keith is the type who would never say that. "Keith you have too eat.." Lance said as he got up from his bed, finally sitting up.

"Then eat." Keith said sternly too Lance. Finally, Lance gave in going out. As they were walking, Keith moved his hand, and held Lance's hand. Lance's eyes widened, his gaze looking at their hands intertwined. After looking at their hand's for a few seconds, his gaze looked up at Keith.

Keith had no expression, but you can clearly see the blush spread across his pale face. Lance smiled, and looked away looking down. Lance started to feel his face getting warm.

"Would ya look at that? Two lovebirds came down!" Pidge exclaimed. Her smirk(and comment) was really, and I mean really got under Keith's skin. Lance could feel Keith's nails digging in his palm, but he didn't mind since Lance went through worse pain.

Shiro cocked his head. "Lover birds? Since when you two were a thing?" Keith looked at Shiro. "Sorry Takashit Shitogane, we aren't a thing." Lance was kinda hurt by that. Lance looked at Keith, "We could be if you wanted too~" Lance purred. Keith was in mental shock, while everyone else was in just shock by that statement. Except for Pidge.

Keith had practically turned into a shade of pink already. "Let's just go sit down." Keith said, pulling Lance over for him to sit down. Lance felt like he was actually alive. Lance started to believe that he actually fell in love with Keith. He actually didn't doubt that thought.

But Keith wouldn't love him for the ugly scars plastered all over his arms. And legs. Keith would never love such a person. Such a person that couldn't be helped. No one was there for him. Keith possibly couldn't understand what was going on with Lance and in his whole life.

There was no one who could help Lance. He was on his own in this. But Lance didn't know that, Lance didn't know if Keith was going through the same thing as Lance. Lance couldn't imagine that actually being real. Although..it could..happen.

In the meantime, Keith saw Lance wincing in pain. Everytime Keith looked at him, Lance would flinch and look back at his food. And why? Keith knew exactly. But he never wanted to admit it. Keith has loved Lance from the very start but he never showed it, or openly admitted it.

Keith sighed and took Lance back up to his own room when they were both down eating in a flash. Lance didn't know what was happening as the clueless boy he is. Once they got there Keith say Lance on his(Keith's) bed. "Lance..are you okay?"

Lance was shocked by the question, but he slapped a fake smile on his face. "Yes, I'm fine Keith. No need too worry." Keith obviously didn't believe that, since he.. never mind about that information. Keith hugged Lance.

"Lance, everyone cares about you and loves you. I care and lo-" Keith gulped, "-ve you, please, don't forget that.." Keith said soothingly but roughly. "You love me..? But.. no one hardly l- I mean.." Lance didn't mean too say anything of that, it just slipped out.

Keith smiled. "Yes..no.. maybe.. but.. I do love you, you big dork." Keith kisses Lance on the cheek before Lance got up to leave. Before leaving, he said this, "I love you too." Once Lance walked out through the door, Keith started squealing into his pillow. It's his dream come true. This hellhole of a nightmare was brightening up.

Lance's hellhole brightened up too, a lot actually, but still, he did second thoughts about jumping off the roof. But no matter what, Lance still wanted to do it. He sighed, and laced down on his bed when he arrived at his room. Took a pen and paper, and started writing a suicide note about how no one understood him. No one was there too help him. In the note he said he was sorry for leaving Keith so soon, and that he loved him very much.

Tomorrow, it's gonna happen. Lance thought.

But sadly(or happily..) enough, that's not what happened.