Bulimia | MYG

Three

You arrive at Mijin's house. You turn to your boyfriend and give him a quick kiss before you run up to Mijin's door.

-Mijin POV-

I hear the doorbell ring. I run downstairs to open the door. And there she is. Y/n.

I tear up and run to hug her, finally understanding why she's always so skinny and pale and tired.

My voice cracks. "Y-you should h-have told me. You should have told me b-before you got to this point. You s-should have told me... I'm so sorry.."

I cry into the crook of her neck.

"Mijin," she says. "I didn't want you to worry. I'm fine."

"You're not! And.. And I let you get like this.. I should have said something earlier.. I-I.." I break down.

She holds me tighter and strokes my hair a bit, knowing it calms me down. "Come on Mijin. Let's go in."

She leads me up to my room. She sits on the bed and so do I. "Why?"

"Why what?"

"Why didn't you tell me? I could have done so much to help you. I could have at least tried.."

"I didn't want help, and I still don't, but it looks like I don't have a choice."

"Damn right you don't... How long?"

"How long w--"

"Cut the bullshit. You know what I was gonna ask."

She sighs. "A little over two years."

I try to keep my composure. "You should have told me.."

"I didn't think it was the best thing to do at the time, ok? I just wanted to look good for once."

"You did! You always looked fine!" I pause for a moment, to breathe and calm down. "I-I'm gonna help you through this alright? But there's one thing you have to do."

"What?"

"Come clean with Yoongi."

"N-no! H-he'll leave me like... like he did.."

"Jin was an ass. Don't remind yourself."

"No he wasn't. He was normal. He had every right to leave me. I'm just disgusting."

"Yeah, I'm sorry for this."

"F-for what--"

I slap her.

"Fucking stop talking about him. If he doesn't care, that's his loss. If he was truly gonna stay with you, he would have helped you."

She laughs. "O-ow. I guess you're right. You didn't really have to slap me though."

"T'was necessary, sweetie."

We both start laughing.

"Why the hell is this so funny?!"

"I don't know! We're drunk off nothing!! Like always!"

We keep laughing until we actually calm down, which took way longer than it should.

"Mijin. I'm thirsty."

"Go get Yoongi then."

"You better not--"

"Slurp on his nipples. You'll be good then."

"MIMI I SWEAR!!!"

-Flashback-

Y/n and I walk into the lunchroom and over to her boyfriend, Yoongi.. My god that's so weird. I've been so used to saying it was Jin, but he broke up with her about three months ago. She started going out with Yoongi about two months after.