Bulimia | MYG

Eight

"O-oh god!! Are you ok?!"

You curse yourself silently for leaving the door open..

"Y-yeah.. I-I'm fine.."

"You've been doing this a lot though.. I've heard you.."

His next words broke you for some reason..

"Are you sure you're ok? You can tell me. I'll help."

He only said that he wanted to help you, and you break down...

He'll help you..

You can't help but to cry. You though he would leave you just like Jin did. You thought you would be broken in pieces again.

"J-jagi.. Hey.. Don't cry."

He kneels down and pulls you toward him.

"Why are you crying?"

"I-I thought you w-were gonna leave me... L-like he did..."

"He what." His face darkens.

"Y-yoongi.. Don-"

"No. He hurt you. Mijin told me. He hurt you. He's not gonna get away with this." He grits his teeth as he holds you tighter.
The way he repeated 'he hurt you' sent chills down your spine...

"Yoongi... Please don't do anything to him. He-"

"Oh, I'll make it look like I didn't do it. What did he say to you?"

"Yoongi, it's fine."

"He broke you. You never told Mijin or me. Hell, none of your family knows. You couldn't trust them after that. That's not ok."

You stay silent. You know that he's right, but you never wanted to admit it.

"Jagiya. He will never get away with that. I will make sure he won't, and you know your twisted sister will to. She loves you. I love you. That will always be true. Always and forever."

You lean into his chest a bit more.

"You know. I would kiss you right now, but throw up is kinda disgusting." Your mind put heavy emphasis on that word.

He chuckles a little, but you? Oh no, you start crying again. You remember all of the things Jin said to you.

"J-jagi! I'm sorry! I-I didn't mean to hurt you! Oh god.. Wait.." It hit him. Jin hurt you and left you for this... "He called you disgusting, didn't he?"

You nod as you grip onto his shirt, trying to get closer to him to try to get this pain in your chest to go away. "Oh baby... He can't do that to you anymore. He can't hurt you. I won't let him."

"H-he cursed at me Yoongi. H-he never cursed at anyone and- and.. He never cursed infront of me. He told me that I was fucking disgusting.. He said I had a body that every girl would want and I fucking threw it away... Yoongi.. H-he kicked me out of his house that day and told me he never wanted to see me again..."

"That. Bitch. He knows you live all the way across the city from him. Normal Jin would not do that. What the fuck happened to him? I thought he loved you.. You know what. No more Jin talk, ok? I'm here. I'll never hurt you. We need to sit and talk about this for a few minutes, ok?"