What's Between Us? - A Stingue Fanfic

The Questions.

Rogue's Perspective!

The dark is comforting to be. The drugs kicking in. The knowledge I won't wake up. It is the absolute best. It makes me happy. I feel better. I feel safe.

"ROGUE!"

I wonder who that is. I wonder who would care about me.

I woke up suddenly. I remember that day. The day I changed my life. The day I failed and ruined myself even more.

I snapped out of my thoughts and look around. I notice I'm no longer in Sting's car. The sun has apparently set. Its calm. I'm in Sting's room. He smiles at me as he notices I'm awake. I sit up and I feel my head spinning. I feel cold yet hot. I really want to puke right now too. I look over to Sting.

"Hey, how long was I out?"

He doesn't respond but just sets down his phone and hugs me.

"Sting? What's wrong?"

He looks at me and smiles.

"Nothing. I'm just so glad you didn't hurt yourself again like that. Come on we have to clean out your cuts."

I shake my head but he just stares at me.

"Come on Rogue."

He drags me off to the bathroom and grabs some bandages, gauze, and some peroxide. I take off my shirt allowing all my self harm cuts to be seen. I'm ashamed but I don't think I can put up a fight right now. He proceeds to clean out my cuts with the peroxide and I wince at the pain.

"Hey Rogue what triggered you this time?"

I've yet to ask my self that question yet. I guess it's him. He is just so perfect. The blonde hair that he never styles yet looks so good. His smile that lights up the room no matter what. His everything is so perfect. I love his personality so much. He is so nice, caring, childish, and loving. Why can't he be mine.

"Sting... Have you ever been in love with someone so much that you don't tell them because they would be so much happier with someone who isn't you."

He looks at me with a curious face. As he looks at the words I've carved into my skin. 'Why can't it be me.'

"Rogue who ever you love so much who be happy to be with you. I mean any girl would be happy. Like look at Yukino she's head over heels for you!"

I cringe as he said any girl would be happy to be with me. I don't want a girl. I want him! Why can't he see that!

"What if who I loved was.... Never mind its stupid."

He looked at me with the look he always gives me that is if he is saying for me to speak. He finshed cleaning out my cuts and puts gauze on my cuts and starts wrapping bandages around my stomach.

" You using that look is unfair."

He did it once more.

"Rogue you can tell me I won't judge. Who you love doesn't matter to me cause your the same old Rogue I love and take care of. Why would I be doing this right now if I didn't care?"

I know he wouldn't mean that if he knew it was him.

" Well what if who I love... is a guy?"

He halted a second and then started bandaging my cuts again.

"That doesn't matter Rogue. I mean hell in bi. I know what you mean when you say you like guys. I mean there's this guy who is the most wonderful person ever and doesn't even realize it. I would do anything to make him mine if I just had the chance. "