Chapter 5 ~ Confrontation (Yoonseok)

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Yoongi's POV

I wake up cold, my eyes flutter open to see that I'm alone. I kick the cover off of me and force myself to get out of bed. I put on some of my own jogging bottoms but I keep Kookie's shirt on. I walk to the kitchen but I stop outside of the door when I hear them say my name.

''What are we going to do about Yoongi?''

'' Is it safe for him to join?''

''I don't want him to be hurt

''Let him make his own decision.''

''But I don't know if Yoongi would want to.''

''We should just ask him''

I open the door ''Ask me what?''

They all freeze, I raise my eyebrow. ''Well, we were just talking and uh-''

''Do you want to join BTS?'' Jungkook interrupted Jin.

Jin wacked him on the head ''What he means is, would you want to join BTS but not immediately, you'll have to do some training first and we'll understand if you don't want to.''

I sit there for a moment contemplating. ''I want to join.''

Hoseok smiles at me and he seems like a completely different person without his poker face on. ''I'll call my sister and ask her to get the trainer in- do you want to start today?''

I nod, my hair falling into my eyes. My chest tightens slightly at the thought of having to meet two new people. What will they think of me? They'll probably think im fat. They'll wonder why someone like me is with the rest of them. I need to stop thinking like this but I've had this state of mind for too long for it to just go away with a snap of the fingers.

I sit down next to Kookie and he passes a plate with gaeran tost-u on it. It smells delicious and I wish I could finish it but I only manage half of it. My mind gets polluted by negative thoughts once I've finished. Maybe I should throw it up? I shake my head slightly and silence the thoughts as I listen to Namjoon explaining what goes on in training and what happens there. He said it would be just be me and the trainer but Hobi would stay with me if I didn't feel comfortable.

I go with Hoseok to get dressed and he throws me a pair of jogging bottoms and a shirt that I'm pretty sure is Jungkook's or Namjoon's based on where it comes down to. My hands get clammy as I get dressed and my stomach does backflips all the way there in the car.



Authors POV

Yoongi walked in behind Hoseok as they entered what he had been told was the training room. Inside of it was a woman. She turned round and Yoongi immediately guessed that she was Hobi's sister. ''Hello Hoseok and you must be Yoongi, I'm Jung Dawon.''

Yoongi bowed timidly in greeting and gave a shy smile. ''Hi noona!'' Hoseok beamed. They hugged each other and Dawon wacked Hoseok on the back of the head ''Why do you never text me?'' she exclaimed, jokingly angry. Hobi smiled sheepishly and turned slightly to wink at Yoongi, who giggled quietly. Dawon rolled her eyes playfully ''I'll go get her, Yoongi your trainer is my best friend so don't worry she'll take good care of you.'' Yoongi visibly relaxed slightly, he had been worrying a bit since he said he'll go training- even though it had been his idea in the first place.

Dawon walked out and returned quickly with another woman. She smiled at the two of them and bowed ''Nice to meet you Yoongi, my name is Kim Jimin but please call me noona.'' (not the actress- just a random name.)

''Ready to go Hobi?''

''Yeah- give me a second  noona''

He steps closer to Yoongi and whispers in his ear(hey how ya doing lil momma lemme whisper in ya ear- ...I'm sorry).''Are you going to be alright here? I can stay with you If you want me to.'' ''I'll be ok Hobi, don't worry.'' Hobi walks out, although he looks a bit worried. Yoongi smiles at him in reassurance, although it's not just to reassure Hobi. ''Let's start with a warm  up''

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