The good, the bad, and the paranoid

I don't get it,

But I do.

I know why you're doing it;

Yet the things you do baffle me.

And I your just as baffled as I am right now.

You see.....I get why you can't.

Its 'cuz of this lopsided society.

But why should what you can

Give me so much anxiety?

This unfair world making us do so much

Or so little; for each others protection.

He's your "big bro", that's legit.

And they all know that so its okay.

Well I know,

That I'm More

Yet I still can't even sneak in some PDA*

Maybe a church hug,

No holding hands,

3 feet away

BULL CRAP!!

I'm yours and you're mine

yet still.

Why are they so thick?

So narrow minded

'Cuz you're not like those chicks

Or....maybe they know that

so the problem is yours truly.

*sigh*

He can

I can't.

Even the way you look at him

I can't stand that;

Nor have that.

And its the latter that makes me weep.

Weak

But you're strong.

Strong enough STILL to not do it, for our sake

And jealousy STILL

is a hell of a thing

And while I'm just going back and forth inside me;

You're both the good and the bad

So I guess the last one is all mine