I woke up with a start. Where am I? I looked around the room and saw Louis in the bed without a shirt on. ‘oh god. What happened?’ I thought to myself. Louis stirred and opened his eyes a little.
‘morning love.’ He said, I must have looked scared because he laughed and said. ‘no, nothing happened last night, don’t worry. Well nothing too extreme.’ He said chuckling.
oh god. What have I done? I thought. I raised my eyebrows questioningly at him.
‘we made out and that’s about it.’ He answered my unsaid question.
‘oh, we didn’t, er, you know-‘ i stammered.
‘no, love. You wanted to, but I stopped you.’ He said laughing.
‘why?’ I said, god he was sweet but what guy says no to sex?
‘im offended!’ he mocked being offended and pretended to start crying before laughing. ‘why would I take advantage of you like that? You’re my friend.’ He said pulling me into a hug.
‘thanks Louis.’ I said hugging him back.
‘for what?’ he asked looking confused.
For caring about me
For being there for me
For looking after me
For protecting me
For not using me
For being truly amazing
For being my friend
‘the party was fun.’ I smiled at him.
‘im glad you enjoyed yourself. Now do you have a hangover as bad as me or?’
‘yes, lets go get some panadol.’
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I spent the rest of Saturday with Louis. We just hung out, watching movies, eating, talking, playing games. The boys were there for a while but left around 3. I stayed though, I like being with Louis, everything is so natural with him. I don’t have to act differently, I can just be myself. Everytime I see him smile, it makes me feel happy. When he’s upset, I want to comfort him and tell him everything will be okay. When he is excited, I want to run around and jump up and down screaming with him. everytime I look at him, I feel a tug in my stomach. I can actually feel myself falling in love with Louis William Tomlinson.
‘sophie?’ his voice interrupted my thoughts.
‘hmm?’ I answered looking up quickly. He was pointing to my phone.
‘are you gonna answer that?’
‘oh, yeah.’ I picked up the phone and looked at the caller ID, mum.
‘hey mum.’
‘hey sophie. Are you every coming home or has he kidnapped you?’
‘yes mum, ill be home later.’
I heard her sigh, ‘alright then, not too late though.’
I laughed, ‘mum im a big girl now! And its Saturday night.’ I teased
‘mhm. Be home by 10.’ She hung up on me.
I put down my phone. ‘she wants me home by 10.’ I said to Louis. I checked my phone it was 6 now so we still had a while.
‘what do you wanna do?’ Louis asked. He moved closer to me on the couch and started playing with my hair.
‘I don’t mind.’ I answered, ‘what do you wanna do?’ I leaned into him and breathed in his smell.
‘hmm, I dunno.’ He stared at me intently and tucked a few strands of hair behind my ears. I started leaning towards him when an idea flashed across his face, ‘TWISTER!’ he screamed and jumped off the couch running to find the game.
I sat back, embarrassed. He knew what was about to happen, why would he stop? Maybe he doesn’t like me after all. After a couple of minutes he still hadn’t returned and I went looking for him. I walked towards his bedroom when I heard him talking to someone. I didn’t want to eavesdrop so I started moving away but I heard my name and stayed.
‘sophie. I don’t know what to do about her. We cant be together.’ I heard him say.
Silence while he waited for an answer (obviously he was on the phone).
‘no you know why that wouldn’t work. They would find out.’
Another long silence. They? I thought to myself.
‘yeah I guess your right. Well, I’ve gotta go, she thinks im getting twister. Yep, love ya.’
I heard footsteps coming towards me so i took a step towards the door, ‘louis, are you in there?’ I called.
‘yeah love, im just finding the game.’ I could hear him moving around.
‘don’t worry about it, im going home. Thanks for having me.’ I said and left before he could come out to see the tears rolling down my face.
I caught a taxi and jumped in, as I was pulling away I could see Louis appear from his apartment looking confused. I felt a surge of rage. Why should he be the confused one? Obviously he has another girlfriend? Who was he reffering to when he said ‘they’? the taxi pulled in the drive and I paid him and went inside.
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