Chapter 1

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I woke up to the annoying sound of my alarm clock, it was monday which means i had to get ready for school. Its now 7:00 and i have to leave at 8:00. I rolled out of bed and went to the bathroom to brush my teeth, i checked the time on the clock 7:09. I hop in the shower and quickly shampoo and condition my hair whilst washing my body. After im all rinsed off, i step out and notice that the time is now 7:33. I rush to my room and decide to wear a Nirvana band tee with the sleeves cut off with ripped skinny jeans and black flats. Damn i looked good. I check the time again and its 7:49. I rush to the bathroom again and put on a light coat of mascara and apply a thin layer of eye-liner, i let my hair fall in their natural waves today. Huhh, 7:56, about time to go. I notice that my mom didnt get up this morning which is strange..? Shes always up. I didnt have time to investigate, so i walked to Tristans (my brother) room to see if hes ready. "Hey.? Tristan are you ready.?" "Yeah hold on i just need to find something.!"
"Well hurry the hell up we probably dont even have 2 minutes.! C'mon.!" "Goddammit, stop bitching sissy, I'm trying.!" ughh brothers..

So let me tell you a little about me and my crazy fucked up life. My name is Dezzie Poos, im 16 about to turn 17 in August, on the 7th. I live with my mom and my brother. My brother is one year younger than me and he is anhuge pain in the ass.

I dont have many friends, only 2 named Amy and Patricia. (What a great social life..right.?) Im glad i dont have many friends, thats a lot of less drama i have to put up with.

Im in 10th grade, i have long blonde hair (natural brunette though) i dye it though, and i have brown eyes. I guess im sortove tall, not really though im about 5'9, which i guess is considerably tall. And i love music, with a passion.

I love it because it comes in different ways in different genres, it sends messages with or with out words and it speaks our emotions in ways that we possibly cant.

My favorite band at the moment is called 5 Seconds Of Summer. I absolutly love their music. I have a timy crush on the lead singer, Luke Hemmings. Its not big, like its not to the point where i want to confess my unconditional love to him, no. I just think hes cute. Ive always been a sucker for blue eyes.

Anyways, back to today. I got pissed of at Tristan because he was taking to long so i just decided to leave without him. I know that seems mean, but he can take the bus.

-Skips Car Ride To School-

I arrived at school with no more than 5 minutes to spare, which means it it now 8:15. I hope that tristan didnt skip today, he has a tendancy of skipping when i dont take him.

I hate school because i get picked on and teased way to fucking much. I decided to pull out my IPod walking through the halls trying to get to my first clas of the day, which is math. As i stick my headphones in, i press play on my 'Mayday Parade ❤️' playlist. My favorite song by them 'Stay' plays first.

It is now 8:20 and i walk into the door right when the bell goes off. Thank god i wasnt tardy. I cant have another tardy.. Anyways, i make my way to the front of the class because thats where my assigned seat is and everyone looks at me. I absolutly hate having attention brought to me. I have low self esteem and confidence..and the stares dont help how i feel, i already get made fun of everyday, and this wasnt helping.

Math goes by pretty fast, i always zone out and doodle in my notebook to pass some time. Im head of my class, thats one reason i get made of-because im a nerd. As the bell rings signaling that its time to go to World History, Im the first to leave my seat and head for the door, which i regret because i bumped into a jock, "Watch where the fuck youre going loser.!" he spat at me. His name is Jake Ratledge. He plays for our football team at school. In my honest opinion hes a fucking dick and i hate his guts, ever since 4th grade, he has always made fun of me and spread nasty rumors. Its always getting to me. I dont know what the hell i did to get treated this way, ive never really bothered anyone or even talked. But uet i get treated like shit.

I get to World History and take a seat at the back of the class, this is my only class we have free seating in, and i always choose the seat farthest back away from everyone. This is also one of my two classes i can have my phone out in. I absolutly hate world history so EVERYDAY i sit and do stuff on my phone. The teacher dont really notice, well mainly because most people dont notice me because of how quiet i am. I like it that way though.

Well the rest if my day was the same. Me zoning out in class and getting called names like 'whore', 'bitch' 'worthless', 'fat' and some threats to kill myself. Which was typical.

So i make it home with a few tears shed on the bus ride home, thinking about actually killing myself, maybe it would make the world a better place.? Thats what everyone says..

I walk through the door and call for Tristan to see if he is here.

No reply.

He is probably at his girlfriends house. Typical.

Since i was home alone, i went to my room and blared the music from my IPod on my stereo system. I began to listen to Five Seconds Of Summer. I was listening to Luke's solo in their song 'Heartache On The Big Screen', messaging my friend Kriston on kik, wondering if i searched a few random kik names that have to do with Luke Hemmings.. I might actually find his.

I was about 5 searches in when i actually found one, i was so nervous to send the account a message, but i did anyways.

I started out with a simple 'Hey (:'. And minutes later i actually got a reply.

'Heey :-)'

I was mentally freaking out inside.

'How are you.? (:'

'Im great! And yourself.?'

'Um, not that great..Ive been better. ^^ So watcha up to.?'

'Nothing much, just hanging with the boys. You?'

'Just sitting in my room listening to music and talking to you. :)'

'Sounds fun! Have you ever heard a song by Ed Sheeran called All of the stars?'

'No i havent, but ill go and listen to it haha.! ^^ be right back.'

'Be careful because its a sad song :('
'It makes me cry!'
'Have you listened to it yet?!'

-10 Minutes Later-

'Yes i listened to it and you were right.! I actually cried :( Thanks Luke, great song choice.'

'Youre welcome :-)'

We continued to talk for a few more hours until he had to go. I wasnt sure if Luke was actually who he said he was, because i never asked. But he seemed real because when we were talking he said something funny and told me he was going to tweet it, and a minute later the tweet notification came through my phone.

Is that enough proof for me to know he is real.? It could have been coincidence right.?

Im still unsure.

A/N: OKAY SO THIS IS MY SECOND BOOK, IT IS ACTUALLY HALF TRUE. I DID ENTER A RANDOM KIK NAME FOR LUKE AND IT TURNS OUT THAT IT WAS ACTUALLY HIM AND NOT A FAKE. SO IM NOT LYING ABOUT THAT.

BUT LIKE I SAID THIS IS HALF BASED ON A TRUE STORY. PLEASE LEAVE COMMENTS ON ANYTHING , I HONESTLY DONT CARE FOR HATE BUT ITS WHATEVER.

ANYWAYS I HOPE YOU GUYS ENJOY MY STOOOORYYYYY.

I will update when i can (:

-D ❤️

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