Started With Kik

Chapter 3

I felt someone shaking me and i was being woken up. i checked the time on my phone and it is 1:17 in the morning, and everyone was just now leaving. Hell was i tired, i wish i was still asleep. Im just glad the annoying sounds of fireworks are over with. But i am excited, because now i can go to the hotel and talk to Luke and my friend Jaiden. She lives in Texas just like my friend Kriston. I met them both on kik through a mutural friend. Jaiden knows about my problems too. I feel i can trust her enough to just spill whats happening to her, which is rare because i barley trust anyone anymore.

-Skips Car Ride Home-

We had just arrived to the hotel we were all staying at, by we i mean Amy, her baby sister, her parents and me. I had entered the room and got out some pajama pants and a black tank top that says 'LOVE' in pink letters to change into.

I get settles in the bed that me and Amy have to share. We would have our own beds but Amy's oarents didnt want us to have our own room. So the four of us share a room.

Anyways, after i got situated, i quickly logged onto the hotel wifi and message Luke.

'Hey, im back 😊'

'Finally! ive been waiting all day.'

'Im sorry :c , ive wanted to talk to you all day.!'

'I really did miss you'

'Aww, i really missed you too c: , so how has your day been.?'

'My day had been shitty. ive wanted to talk to you all day but i couldnt.'

'Well now you are.! and my day has been shitty too :c'

'What happened?'

'I got judged all day.! i spent all day dealing with peoples shit and snouty remarks towards me. I cried alot today. And spent a lot of it alone :/'

'People really piss me off.. i mean what the hell is wrong with them? They shouldnt judge you because youre different. God like nobody understands that you are just the same as them. You may like other music or follow different religeons or beliefs, and your features might not be like theirs. but you are the same. You are a human. you have feelings. You h e tears that come from your eyes, just like them, wheather its from hoy or sadness. You brethe in and out, just like them, you see with your eyes, smell through your nose, hear from your ears, walk with your feet, touch with your hands, and love with your heart, just like them. Everyone thinks that since they think their better than everyone that they can treat everyone like shit, but in the end theyre just like everyone else.'

'Wow. Thats exactly how i feel.! i hate when others judge. that made me feel a lot better Luke :) thanks , you make me happy ^^'

'Youre welcome, you make me happy too.'

After that, i felt my eyelids get heavy and before i knew it, i was fast asleep.

Today was a free day in Tennessee, which means that Amy was going to drag me everywhere.!

She woke me up at 8:00 in the morning just to go swimming. dont get me wrong, i like swimming.. but not at 8 in the morning. So i closed my eyes agin in hopes that she would let me sleep more.

"DESTINY GET YOUR ASS UP AND COME SWIMMING WITH ME.!!" "Ughh do i have to Amy.?"

"Yes."

"No i dont, You cant make me.!"

And after that was pure silence, so i layed there once more cuddled up in my blankets, then all of a sudden im on the fucking floor.!

"WHAT THE FUCK AIMS.?"

"Oh im glad youre awake. Come swimming with me.!"

"Fuck you."

"I love you too Dezzie.!"

Huhh, so i got off the floor and searched through my bag to try and find my swim suit. Got it.

After i got changed i grabbed a towel and relunctantly walked to the pool trying not to be noticed. When i got to the pool i noticed Amy's cousins John and Alex. I hate them both with a passion, they both make fun of me thats why. Again their two guys i dont even know who do this which makes me wonder what the hell i ever did to them.? I think their just natural assholes, but its whatever i try my hardest to ignore them.

I go sit on the side of the pool infront of Amy because Tennessee is way colder than North Carolina because we are way high in the mountains, and the pool is freezing. So im trying my best not to get wet.

I noticed that Alex had gotten out of the pool and i didnt see him walk past me, which made me wonder. I thought he was just sitting in a chair behind me, but he wasnt.

I wasnt expecting Alex to push me into the pool, but when i felt two hands on my back and my body come in contact of the water, i knew he was the only one who couldve. Then i heard everyone laughing at me.. which i didnt like at all.. i was so embarrased, so i did what any self concious person whould do to get out of attention. i started crying and ran towards our hotel room.

Thank god Amy's parents werent in there. I was crying so hard i couldve went into a panic attack.

I made my way over to my bag and phlled out my razor, went to the bathroom and locked the door, sliding down the wall onto the floor.

I quickly made 7 new cuts into my skin, and damn did it feel good.

After i was done cleaning up all the blood, i changed into some zebra striped pajama shorts and a black spaghetti strap shirt and crawled into bed.

I was still so embarassed. So i just stayed there crying softly to myself as i drifted off to sleep.

A/N: OKAY I KNOW THIS CHAPTER WAS CRAPPY I UNDERATAND. ITLL GET MORE INTERESTING SOONER ^^

-D 😊😊