Started With Kik

chapter 4

The next day I had to get up and instantly start packing because checkout at the hotel was at 10am and I woke up 8 minutes prior. Why no one woke me up.. I do not know.? I stayed in my pajamas because I had no time at all.

9:58 a.m

Wow. That didnt take long at all. Next thing i know we were rushing out of the hotel and getting the cars packed up.

-2 Hours Later-

We have been driving for a while, 2 hours exactly, four more to go. Amy is in the backseat with her little sister Loreli sleeping, her mom is driving an me im in the passenger seat listening to music. Listening to 5SOS to be exact. Wow. i havent spoken in two hours.. Thats a new record.!

Im really glad to be going home, ive missed it. And ive absolutly hated it here, the people arent nice at all.

We were actually supposed to stay another week, but Amy's mom got a call from work and we had to leave early, which i couldnt be more thankful for. I wouldnt have known what to do if i had to stay there one more damn day.

Its almost 1 p.m and we are still in Tennessee. All i can honestly think about is Luke. Ugh i feel like he has consumed my mind, and in a way that scares me. But i couldnt be happier.

At this point with every hour and minute with every second that had passed sitting in the car, ive been thinking that i might actually have fallen hard for Luke. And not in the fangirl kind of way. I mean i actually really fucking like him.

I wish i didnt though. Because i know that nothing is ever going to happen and im holding on to this distant thought that possibly one day something might. And i dont need to do that. I feel like im hurting myself with my own feelings.

And with each message i get from him i like him a little more each time.

You know that feeling you get when you like someone; butterflies.? (As Luke calls them: manly moths) I still feel that everytime i talk to him. Even now, and hell its been almost two months. I figured the feeling would fade. But it hasnt.

Im just really thankful that he even messaged me back when i sent the first message because hes a really great friend. Hes my best friend actually. Ive grown to know the real Luke and not just Luke Hemmings from 5 Seconds of Summer, and hes amazing. To me its still weird as fuck to know

alot of things about him and the band most people dont know.

The weirdest moment of my life was when i finally met Calum on Luke's kik. He confused the hell out of me.

I was having a regular conversation with Luke and then BAM. its Calum.

*Mine and Calum's 1st conversation*

'DEZZLEEEEE'

'yeah.?'

'ITS MEE'

'Who's me.?'

'YOUR BEST FRIEND!! 💁'

'Umm...'

'Wooooww Dezzie. You dont even know who this is do you?'

'Noo.. but i would if you told me haha'

'ITSSS CALLLLUUUMMM'

'Ohhh Hiiiiiiii Calum c: sorry lol i was confused'

'Its okay. That hurt though.. 😞'

'Im sorry ^^ :/'

*End of Conversation*

Yeah. i was pretty fucking confused. I felt so awkward to be completely honest. I dont know why though.

I have no clue why Calum always Talks to me in All Caps.

Ive learned that Michael and Ashton do that frequently too.

Its really fucked me up because im used to typing in all caps with them, so when i go to message someone else i always fuck up and type my message in all caps, then i have to go back and fix it.

Its now going on 3 p.m. Im so fucking hungry.

"Hey Tina, when can we stop for lunch.?"

"Umm, here in a few minutes, let me call Shayne so he can meet us at the nearest Mcdonalds okay.?"

"Alright thannks.!"

"No thank you for reminding me Destiny.!"

"Ohh. Um. Youre welcome." I smiled.

Within the next 5 minutes we had arrived at Mcdonalds. Lucky me i had to be the one to wake Amy up. I swear she is just as whiny as her baby sister when shes woken up.

"Amy get up.!"

"Nooooo" she whined "i dont wanna.!!"

"Fine. Well whilst were all getting Frappés you can sleep.!"

I know she loves frappes with a passion and i was hoping that would work forbgetting her up.

It did.

"Hell no you arent getting one with out me."

"Thanks for getting up Amy. That was easier than i thought."

"Shut it Poos."

Ugh i hate when people call me by my last name. I hate it. Most people pronounce it wrong. Thats why.

-Skips Mcdonalds Adventure-

So. Were back on the road. With maybe 2 more hours to go.! i have decided that for those two hours, im going to sleep. im too tired to stay up, i cant stand it.

Within five minutes of closing my eyes i feel myself drifting off to sleep, and damn did it feel good.

A/N: ugh that was a horrible chapter. Still trying to make it work though. ^^ butttt i figured id update since i havent in what seems like forevvver. im sorry 😁

BUT GIVE IT UP FOR 5SOS FOR PLAYING AT THE FUCKING VMA'S TONIGHT.!

Anyways yeahh ima get working on the next chapter noooow..

Byeeee

-Dezzieeee ☺️

Ohhh thank you for continuing to read if you have c: it means alot you guisssee (: I LOVE YOU.!!