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Chapter 2

Its been about 2 months since i have met Luke, last month was the worst month of my life...words cant explain how bad it was, im always depressed and sad now, the only time im actually happy is when im talking to Luke, Im pretty sure that he is real by now, he always talks about the boys, he talks about his life, and his past, and ive shared about mine. Today is the '4th of July' and i am up in Tennessee with my friend Amy's family. The go up there and visit every year, this time they took me. Its around 4 in the afternoon and I decide that i would message Luke.

'Ugh.! Please save me. I have to go to this stupid party for the 4th. ^^ i dont like parties :c and i dont want to go.! Id rather hangout with you.'

'I know right! we could colour and watch netflix and make forts and take ugly selfies and make fun of each other and go to the mall and do fun things and then we could get ice cream and the guys would come and we could go get pizza and then michael would be like hey guys lets go back to our flat so we will and well play video games and then calum will make popcorn and we will have a popcorn fight then you will laugh and then i will laugh and then go outside and sleep because outside is beautiful.'

'Wow. That actually sounds perfect. I wish that could happen for real ^^. Huhhh i wish i could hangout with you. :c'

'I wish i could hangout with you too Dezzie :-)'

'Hey Lukey, I have to go to the stupid fucking party now, Ill talk to you later okay.?'

'Alright, ill wait for you.'

So i put my phone away and got ready with Amy.
"What are you wearing Destiny.?"
"Um, A dress, even though i hate them...'
"Why dont you just wear your skinny jeans and your Metallica shirt if you dont feel comfortable.?"
"Because Amy, youre family has already judged me so much for the way i dress in my skinny jeans and band tees.! I dont feel like getting that shit tonight, alright.?"
"Fine, im sorry, ill pack it just incase."

After that we got in the car and drove to her aunt's house 20 minutes away.

-Skips Car Ride-

When we got there we walked around, i checked my phone and it was about 6:30 pm and we had 3 hours before fireworks. At Amy's aunts house she has this tree to the right of her house that has a wooden swing in it so me and Amy go and swing.
"Hey Destiny.?"
"Yeah.?"
"Can you push me.?"
"Why Ammmy.?! Cant you do it yourself.? We are on an inclined hill, walk up it and then take your feet of the ground.!" i said to her trying not to laugh, sometimes she dont think, "Yeah, youre right.! Ill just do that."

I was getting irritated because mire people were showing up and they all were judging me immensly.

I decided to go and change into the othes that Amy had brought me because i wanted to swing and i couldnt do that in a dress. Amy is the best, im glad she packed my Metallica shirt and skinny jeans. Now i dont have to feel insecure about people possibly seeing the white scars on my legs. The reason the dress made me insecure is because it was on that was really short in the front but went really far down in the back.

Once i finished changing i was walking outside when Amy's cousin John bumped into me. Of course i didnt say anything cause i didnt want to hear his shit right now. But of course he had to say something, "Watch where youre going Destiny, damn.!" I had, had enough of everyone making rude ass comments towards me all day, so i decided to retort, "You know what John, You ran into me.! You should be the one watching where the fuck youre going. Like a decent fucking human being, i decided not to say shit when you ran into me.! But of course you decide to say something and piss me off.! Just leave me alone, im tired of your shit tonight.!" and with that i simply just walked on and left him there.

I wanted to talk to Luke so bad, no matter what happens or how shitty of a day that im having, he always seems to make it better. Luke once told me that he would ALWAYS be here for me and he promised. He has kept that promise since the day he had made it, thats one reason i like him so much. Luke knows about my self confidence problem..and he knows how depressed i am. Im glad that i met him, he is the forst person in a long time that has made me truly happy, he has made me better. I dont deserve him..to me, im not worth his time..or anybodys for that matter.! Im so grateful for him.

I had been outside with Amy again for about 2 hours, so i checked my phone to see the time and it is currently 8:58 pm which means fireworks in 2 minutes. Im not really excited about this holiday because this is the first time in 16 years i havent spent a holiday with my family.. i mean my dad is in Flordia right now because of his job, my brother is with his girlfriend and my mom is now an angel.. and here i am 16 and all alone. It fucking sucks.

Ive never hated life more than i do right now. But like i said beforw Luke makes everything better and he helps me.

I checked the time again and it has been 15 minutes which means the firworks are being set off. The fireworks in Tennessee are amazing.! In North Carolina where in from, fireworks like the ones here are illegal. Which is dumb, but i understand why.

The loud noises and the smell of the fireworks make me irridable so i go to the car and lay in the backseat.

I lay there and stare at the ceiling of the car thinking about my life, and how it didnt matter and maybe i should take it.

During my thought i felt my eye-lids getting heavier and withing minutes everything went black and i fell into a deep sleep.

A/N: OKAY SO HERES CHAPTER 2 I KNOW ITS NOT THAT GREAT.! OHH WELL ITS JUST A FILLER UNTIL THE NEXT CHAPTER.! THANK YOU TO WHO EVER HAS READ THIS SO FAR C: I LOVVE YOU ^^