The Diary Of The Broken

The Diary Of The Broken/Chapter 4, Pt 2

I woke up to my phone going off. I look at the caller name, it's Grayson. I look at the time and it's 2pm. I jump up and answer the phone, "Hey, oh my goodness, I'm so sorry, I totally over slept! The doors unlocked come on in, I'll be out in a minute." "Okay" Gray says. I go to get ready and pack a bag.

About an hour later, I'm finally ready. I walk into the living room to meet Gray. Grayson asked me if he could stay the night. I knew that my mom wouldn't be back home tonight so I said he could.

Over the next few hours we played a few bored games and learned more about each other.

It's about 8pm, we decide to lay down and watched a movie. For some reason I feel really safe and scared around Grayson all at the same time. Grays is in nothing but his boxers. I'm in a loose pair of shorts and a t-shirt. I didn't wanna wear anything to reveling so he doesn't get the wrong idea.

We're about half way through the movie. I roll over and tell Gray that I'm tired. Gray leans in to give me a goodnight kiss and I also lean into it. I went to pull away but Grayson kept going. Two minuets later I feel his hand in my pants. I immediately froze, I cant move. I cant tell him I don't want to have sex with him because I cant say anything. I've never felt this feeling before. I'm paralyzed.

Four hours later I'm still laying in the same spot, I still can't move. Grayson's sound asleep. I can't seem to except what just happened. I can't believe he would do this to me even after I freaked on him the other day. I thought he loved and cared for me. I don't think I can just blow him off now. I'm officially stuck in a relation ship I don't wanna be in. I have no control over anything that happens to me now, well at least I don't know how to take control over it.