Two Beautiful Miracles

Chapter 9

America POV

I stepped out of the Great Room in the middle of the hallway. I tried to control myself, I was not going to cry not here not now. Just then Maxon stepped out of the Great Room. Great couldn't he see that I didn't want to talk to him!

"America what happened? I just want to help you. Did he um... leave you?"

"What?! no! I mean not really he just kind of- he didn't-"

"America stop!"

I stopped and looked at him, his eyes reflecting the dread of my answer to his next question.

"America? Did you love him?"

I swallowed, Please no no no no don't ask me that

"Yes" no I didn't mean to say that

" I mean I did.. well kind of-"

"America are you all right? you don't seem too good and you seem a little pale"

is he serious of course I'm not ok.

"Yeah definitely I'm fine, why would you even ask that? Because I really enjoy spilling my love life to anyone who just wants to listen. Oh, I'm sorry your majesty how rude of me, forgive my manners, would you like a cup of tea while I just finish telling you the rest of my love life? Because really I wouldn't mind at all! we could just have a tea party and sit down and spill our deepest secrets and act as if we are the best friends In the world, in fact, why don't we just invite the whole country of Illéa to join and listen! would you like that, your majesty?"

Maxon was stunned either because of my attitude and how fast I was talking or because he had just realized how awkward the situation was for both. Here he was bombarding me with questions about my love life when I clearly didn't want to talk about it.

"America I'm sorry I didn't mean to pry into your love life, I just want to help you."

"Yeah well, I don't want your help! Don't you understand?" I snapped.

" you know what I better go. Goodnight M- I mean Goodnight, your majesty."

"America wait!" but I was already gone, I had already left... again

As I was walking to my room flashbacks came back to me of the selection. Memories of the many times I had walked through these same walls a couple of years ago, memories of Aspen and Maxon.. stupid so stupid.

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When I got to my room I see Anne, Mary, and Lucy (yes Anne is alive in this story). I quickly embrace them with a tight hug. A coupe hours later after a lot of crying, hugging and laughing and after we got caught up with each others lives they leave since it was getting pretty late and we were all really tired. I still had tears in my eyes so naturally Lucy, Mary, and Anne were concerned for me, but I told them that it was just the nostalgia of being back and that I would be fine by tomorrow, so I dismissed them and wished them a goodnight. Ahren and Eadlyn were already soundly asleep.

later that night I was laying in my bed trying to fall asleep, but I couldn't. This place brought back so many memories, it was as if I had never left. The events of earlier today replaying in my mind. I mean I had to tell him right he was their father after all right? I mean he did deserve to know, after all, the twins deserved to have a dad as well. But how? I couldn't jusT tell him like that, and he was married... to Kriss my friend. It was too overwhelming it was just too much so I fell asleep with that one question in my mind. Should I tell him or should I not?

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The next morning I woke up to the beautiful sound of my crying baby boy. Great just what I needed. I groaned and sat up, that's when I realized that I wasn't at home, I was at the palace, and that's when all the events from yesterday came back to me.

I debated claiming that I was sick. Really, anything to get out of going to breakfast. But Maxon knew me to well and would probably insist on helping me out, so I decided against that idea.

After my maids finished getting my kids and I ready, I headed down to the dinning room.

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Ok, I don't even know where to start, I am so so so soooo truly sorry guys 😭, I don't know if you guys could ever forgive me but it's been a while 😫. I honestly missed this story and I felt like I needed to come back, I just really owed it to you guys. I wanted to give a special shoutout to @loolivvy and @Daugular01 for never giving up on this story and encouraging me to keep writing it 💖. I would really like to know your thoughts on this story, also if you have any suggestions for this story feel free to message me, I may or may not use the ideas because I kind of already have an Idea In my head to where I want this story to go, but at the same time I am just going along with the story. I kind of want this story to have a little bit of humor just because I feel like it makes the story more entertaining but I don't know how you guys feel about that? I do NOT know when I will be updating next but just so you know this story is still on process. (PLEASE EXCUSE ANY GRAMMAR ERRORS THAT YOU MAY FIND). This chapter is still on the editing process. Again thank you so much to anyone who clicked on my story and to everyone who is still keeping up with it!!

*Quick question are any of you guys part of the Harry Potter fandom? I'm just curious to know because I've been obsessed with Dramione for the past year and I still can't get over it. Let me know who you ship!
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