The One For Me

Chapter 4

AUTHORS NOTE- holy shit its been a day since I made this story and already in chapter 4 well im am really fuckin proud OKIE NOW READ C:

----Alice's POV-----

"James?" "Yes love?"

"Why do you do it?" i said just below a whisper, he froze like he didnt know how to breath or anything.

"I-im sorry never mind forget it" and I rolled over onto my side facing away from him, we were laying down on my bed after the little scene with my mom and I. "No its ok I'll tell you..." "Are you sure? you dont have to" "i want to" he stated "ok" i said and I grabbed his hand and he wrapped and arm around my waist.

"I used to get picked on. Everyday that I can remember and it was just horrifying. I never looked like the way i do now. I was a nerd a loser and completely pathetic. My mom was never ever home because she had work so she left me with my stepdad....m-my abusive stepdad....he did the evil its shit and i do not wanna go into details but I have a scar on the back of my head from wear he pegged a full whiskey bottle at me and well girls hated me thought I was ugly and just used me shit i started self harming and this was all in 7th and 8th grad and still going.....this school year we had a drug search and these ass hole kids stuffed a shit load of weed in my locker, but before the cops got to school i flushed it and I knew who it was....it was an old ass hole stoner i knew and well i beat the shit out of his friends and almost went to jail because they were in the hospital in sever conditions...."

I sat there shocked at what i just heard. James has literally gone through hell and back. "James do you still live with you're step dad? and mom?" he sighed "yea" and i frowned "i am so sorry hun" and i hugged him. I didnt want to hear that but i very much hope he gets better. I love this guy so much....wait. love? LOVE? I LOVE THIS GUY SO MUCH???? Yea Alice you've completely lost you're shit now.

After an hour or two of talking and cheering each other up we sat there poking each other. "we are so weird" i laughed "yea i know and its awesomeee" he said smiling i checked the time it was 8:30pm "shit James shouldnt you be getting home?" he looked at the time "well i live like a block down from you so nah its all good plus I can handle my step dad" i laughed "yea no you're gonna leave now so and text me as soon as you get home so i know you're ok! and why didnt you tell me you lived near me?!"

He smiled "you didnt ask love" i rolled my eyes "mhm yea of course now gooooo" "im goin im goin jeez" he came up to me and gave me a long wonderful kiss then walked to my window opened it and was about to hop out "ya know you can take the front" i say smirking "ya nah to mainstream plus you're mom will be pissed at you so no" he said giving me a cheeky smile and then jumped down from my window some how landing on his feet "bye beautiful see you tomorrow" he said waving up at me "bye handsome"

----15 minutes later-----

My phone started ringing the flood James ringtone and i checked my phone

James: got home ok stepdad isn't home so I'm safe ;*

Me: yay! and you better stay safe i cant lose you now go to sleep lover boy

I smiled at how dorky we were but I liked it

James: awwww okie ill miss you night beautiful

Me: miss you too night handsome c:

-----NEXT MORNING-----(yea time flies i know)

My phone alarm went off again. I shut it off and checked my messages

Maya: ALICE! HURRY YO ASS UP! I HAVE A SURPRISE FOR YOUUUU!

Gio: Alice get the hell down here before Maya losses her shit on the surprise

James: Good morning my beautiful Princess

I smiled. I know awesome people, but what fuckin surprise did they have? i just shrugged it off and got ready for school.

Me: alright Maya calm yo titties im comin

Maya: HURRRYYYYY

I got in my car and drove to school i parked in my usual spot and got out to meet up with Maya but then my phone started ringing but I was to lazy to check who it was. "Hello?"

"Hey Alice"

"JORDAN?!"

"The one and only baby sis"

"BRO OH MY FUCK I MISS YOU SO MUCH! Why haven't you called?!"

"Been busy i finally got a job down here in Florida though its for Fearless Records you're favorite"

"DUDE HOLY SHIT I LOVE YOU!"

"You will love me more come over to were you and Maya meet up"

"Uh ok?" Im still confused cause well im a dumb ass. He hung up and if you are wondering Jordan is basically my big brother. He knew me when I was 13 and he was 15 so 3 years now. He has an eyebrow piercing a tattoo sleeve that I am very jealous of and gauges that are the size of quarters. Me and him got our piercings at the same time and when I got to our spot i lost my shit.

"Surprise Alice!!!" Maya yelled

"OH MY FUCKING GOD JORDAN YOU WANKER!" I ran up to him and tackled him with a hug "Why didnt you tell me you were coming down!" He chuckled "well im moving down since my new job and I have an apartment with 3 bedrooms soooo i was wondering if you wanted to move in with me like we planed out in the past!" i was smiling from ear to ear. Jordan really was the definition of a big brother. "ill think about it and let you know" i say smiling

I soon felt someone spin me around and kiss me. "hai" i laughed "hai baby" he chuckled "ALICE?!" Maya and Jordan yelled "yes?" "UHMMM CARE TO EXPLAIN?!" i pretended to think "hm nah" and I grabbed James hand. Jordan looked really pist and i didnt blame him he dosent like ANYONE i date. Brother protection. I started laughing "ok ok jeez dont give me that look. James this is my ass hole of a brother Jordan. Jordan this is my wonderful perfect boyfriend James." James smiled "Hi there" and Jordan lightened up "Hey listen if you hurt my baby sister i will kill you so slowly you will suffer" James laughed "If i hurt her which I wont but if i do because im a moron i will kill myself to save you the trouble" and I looked at them "EHEM yea theres not gonna be any killing of selves or others so no." Jordan laughed "Ok ok well this is the first boyfriend of yours that i approve of. plus he has good taste" while looking at his Avenge Sevenfold t-shirt.

"OH JORDAN! if i moved in can I bring a friend?"

he eyed me suspiciously "yea but no sex only me and Reagan can have sex cuz well shes my girlfriend and i love her" he ruffled my hair "when you're in love you can have sex. Who do want to move in?" i looked at James "not sure yet I'll think about it while i kill you fOR TOUCHING MY GOD DAMN HAIR!" i jumped up and messed up his jet black hair. James pulled me off though and u pouted "NOOOO i was having fun"

"ALICE!" Maya yelled

"MAYA!"

"COME HERE NOW WE HAVE DETAILS TO DISCUSS" i sighed with laughter knowing she was gonna talk about James.

I left James to talk with Jordan and for them to bond while I enjoyed a wonderful smoke with Maya. I told her everything but not about a James personal life just how we started dating and a few dramatic pieces but mostly about me since she already knows everything about me. The tardy bell rang and James ran over to me grabbed me hand and we ran off to class while I yelled bye to Maya, Gio, and Jordan.