The One For Me

Chapter 3

AUTHORS NOTE- HI MAYA AND GIO C: LOL UPDATEDDDD

-----Alice's POV-----

The last bell of the day finally rang so me and James got up and walked out and got to my car "Nice ride" he said "eh its pretty good at least its get me from place to place" we got in and i plugged my phone into the speakers and played The Flood by Of Mice&Men. "This song is my child!" James yelled, i laughed "oh? Bet it hurt to give birth to it" "well yes it hurts to give birth to a song from am amazing album" he said laughing. I smiled and we kept talkin about stupid shit.

We finally got to my house and to my relief my moms car wasn't there. I sighed with relief, thank god. "C'mon lets gooooo" i said giggling and James smiled while getting out. I unlocked the door and we stepped into my house.

"Where's you're room? i wanna see it!" he said jumping like a little kid which made me feel even smaller since im barely up to his shoulder. "up the stairs first room to the right im gonna get water meet you up there." "okie love" and he ran up the stairs to my room.

I grabbed my anxiety pills and took two, because at the moment i was badling my feelings for James and worried my mom would come home early, i soon started to relax. Thank Jesus for meds, i grabbed a water bottle and ran up stairs.

"Hey there loser" he said while laying on my bed with his hands crossed behind his head.

I smiled "hey dork so what ya think of my room?" he sat up and looked around. i didnt have much just red paint with black trim and a shit load of posters and lights.

"I love it. Its really different and cool"

"Thanks. so wat ya wanna do?"

"Hmmm wanna watch a movie?"

"Only if its scary" i say with a smirk

"Of course scary! how about Sinister?"

I looked at him like he was crazy "A clown? A fuckin scary clown movie?" he laughed "what? to scary" i laughed "no way! lets watch it!" i grabbed my laptop and set it up and well when I hit play James grabbed my waste and placed me on his lap. He rested his head on my shoulder and we watched the movie.

The scariest part of the movie came on and I screamed and buried my face into James chest. He chuckled "scared much?" i nodded my head up and down "awwww haha well arent you cute" i pulled away and looked him in the eyes "so you think im cute now?" i said smiling. "Yes very cute" and he did the unexpected

James. Kissed. Me.

And out of all the kisses ive ever had this one was different. It brought a warmth to my heart and fire works in my brains and I felt like i was on cloud mine or I was high off drugs.

We pulled apart after a bit "i uh I am so sorry! iknowyoudontdateandimsorryijustreallylikeyouan-" i kissed him again "James i like you too." i said smiling and blushing "R-really?" I giggled "yes really" "wow.....well then Alice....will you be my girlfriend?"

I froze. Do i really wanna get hurt again? But maybe i wont! i mean im already thinking about kissing him again. This guy is my drug.....yes i wanna be his girlfriend! "yes!" I yelled and blushed. "yay" he said smiling

Then i heard the worst thing ever. The door to my house opened and it was my horrendous mother.

"HEY LITTLE WHORE ARE YOU HOME?! IF YOU ARE THEN GET YOURE ASS DOWN HER RIGHT FUCKIN NOW!" i sighed and got up but James grabbed my wrist and I flinched "I'll be right back i just have to go to my mom dont come down please."

I opened the door and went downstairs to my mom

----James POV----

I was so happy that i finally kissed Alice, but apparently her mom came home and she dosent sound to nice....or happy at that matter. Alice sighed and got up but i didnt want her to leave so i grabbed her wrist and she flinched....i knew what that meant because i do it wen someone grabs my wrist.

----Alice's POV----

"Yes mom?"

"Get me the bottle of vodka and set up the TV you bitch"

"Yes mom" I grabbed the booze and brought it to her

"Oh and I have a client coming over for me tonight so dont fuckin steal him bitch the money is mine" yea my mom is a hooker but she dosent do it often her real deal is sleeping with guys without getting paid but when she get paid it helps with rent to i dont care anymore. I sighed "alright mom" "good now get the fuck outta my sight you fat ass" i went back upstairs and went into my room and cried completely forgetting James was there. lucky fucking me. "Alice?" i snapped my head up and quickly wiped my tears away "yea? wats up?" I put on a smile for him. He didn't need to see me upset.

He frowned an his eyes look like he just saw a dead kitty "please please dont put on a fake smile for me...." he whispered i sighed "its not fake! i swear im fine!" "ALICE! I JUST FUCKIN SAW YOU CRY ON THE DAMN FLOOR DONT LIE TO ME!" He whispered yelled knowing my mom would probably come up if she heard us. "FINE! Im a fuck up ok? My mother is a drunk whore and im her pathetic whore fat daughter" he sighed "....thats why...." I looked at him curious "Thats why wat?" He got up walked over to me picked me up and took me back to my bed. "Thats why you didnt eat all day, Thats why you flinched when I grabbed you're wrist wanting you to stay....Alice i know a lot more about you than you think" i faked a laugh "you're crazy! i-i dont c-cut myself" i said slightly shaking from anxiety .

"Show me you're wrist then." he commanded "w-what?" "show. Me. You're. Wrist" "no! I will not!"

He sighed and grabbed my chin forcing me to look at him "Alice....please..." i sighed "o-okay" i pulled up both sleeves of my cardigan and he sighed and i couldn't look at him so i shut my eyes. i then felt a drop of water i think land on my hideous scared arms i looked down to see a tear drop James was crying because of me. "Please no....you are to amazing i cant see someone go through my type of hell" and he lent down and kissed my scars "James w-what do you mean your type of hell...." he sighed and wiped his tears then rolled up his sleeves to show large cuts and scars and some fresh some old and.....it just looked completely horrendous knowing he was going through the same stuff as me.

I looked at him "James im so sorry" i was about to cry wen he kissed me again "do not cry you're to beautiful for it okay?"

I smiled a real smile "Okay."