The One For Me

Chapter 12

I woke up in James arms and looked up at him, i sighed....im not good enough for him, why is he still with me? He stirred in his sleep and pulled me closer to him "Alice..." He mumbled, i thought he was awake till I turned a bit and saw him still sleeping. "Baby? James?" I poked him a bit "mhmmm" he opened his eyes and looked at me "hi beautiful" I tried to smile, I did "hi perfection" but he saw right through it of course. "We need to talk. Now." "oh....no you just dreamed we don't need to talk about anything" he looked down to my wrist and i pulled my sleeve down a bit so he wouldn't see anything. "Show me them now." "show you what?" "DONT PLAY DUMB SHOW ME THE CUTS" "...ok ok.." I sighed and closed my eyes, i pulled the sleeves up and unwrapped the gauze and I heard James light gasp. "W-why?" his voice cracked again and he sat up "i was getting tired of the voices....he hurt me, she hurt me, they hurt, they won't stop talking and im just tired" he engulfed me in a hug and i could feel his tears slide down to my face and my tears slid down to my lips "you need help darling" "W-What?" "You need help, you need a therapist and medication, you won't make it without the stuff, I won't always be here because if one day I get hurt or I can't take care of you or im not enough then your gonna break again" "no....no I don't want help...im fine." "this is not fine Alice not even close, were getting you help and thats final" "ok....but only if you promise to go to every meeting" "I promise" "ok I'll go"

I got up and pulled my sleeves down and grabbed James hand "lets go watch a movie" "ok darling" i wasn't in the mood for fighting. Not today

AUTHORS NOTE: OK GUYS THIS WAS SHIT I KNOW BUT IM AT A WRITERS BLOCK SO GIVE ME TIME