It was around about 2am and the boys have watched their football and i thought they all went to bed but i could hear someone down in the kitchen. I was trying to sleep but i kept having nightmares and horrible thoughts.
What if its a robber?! What if they want to come get you?! What if they have a weapon?!
Anxiety hit.
I heard footsteps coming up the creaky stairs and i turned my bedside lamp off. I watch as my bedroom door handle turned and there was... Alfie.
"Alfie?!" i said whispering but glad it wasnt a robber!
"What are you doing awake at this time, little one?" Alfie asked while he sat at the end of my bed wearing just grey joggers and a white vest, i guessed her had borrowed them off Joe.
"I'm normally awake every hour, I have alot of trouble sleeping." i replied.
"Why are you awake every hour?" Alfie asked looking confused.
"Nightmares." i replied looking down at the floor in embarassment.
"I used to get alot of nightmares too." he said giving me a sympathetic smile.
Me and Alfie sat up for ages talking and when i finally checked the time it was 5am. Alfie and i were sitting up in my single bed with our backs agains the headboard.
"Maybe we should try to get some sleep." Alfie said while giving me a side smile.
"How can i sleep, when i dont have dreams. I just have nightmares." I said back, giving him a sad face and he pulled me close to his chest.
I remember falling asleep in Alfie's arms with my head on his chest with has arms wrapped around me and i could hear his heart beating.
Before i fell asleep, i heard Alfie whisper something to me.
"Nightmares can be scary. But so is the world. Just remember that a nightmare can't touch you. It can't get you. And if you ever feel like its touching you, Just call for me."
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FanfictionZoe Sugg suffers from anxiety and depression. When she starts to do Youtube she meets many new people but what they don't know is how broken she is. One particular person that wants to help her is Alfie Deyes, but will she let him in? Will she let h...