My Life in Seoul

Chapter Eight : Stuck In The Moment

Note : Thought

" Seriously, what she up to? " ask Kwanghee again.

Like usual that evening we hang out together in my apartment after long day of work. At first we only watch TV, but couple minutes later Kwanghee start gossiping, the main topic today is Tiffany.

" Who? " I ask lazily with eyes focus on TV cause my favorite show is on air.

" Fany. Don't you realize that she change lately? "

I arched my brows after heard what he said before glance at Tiffany who now stand on balcony with glass of wine in her hand.

" Really? " I ask him as I feel there's nothing wrong with what I see now.

" She become little bit quiet lately. And don't you notice that she not having sex as much as before again? " 

My eyes back on TV, but silently I agree with Kwanghee. I never met any gut again lately in house except him. Usually I can get a lot new acquaintance without even go out from house.

" I don't know, maybe she broken heart? " I said randomly and try lift up the mood but Kwanghee took it seriously.

" Maybe you right.. you know, I meet Khun couple days ago and he said to me that Fany change in bed. I mean he said she little bit more shy and sweet. You know like teenage girl who's in love and do it at first time. " he explain to me.

My head full with things now. Tiffany fall in love..? Really? I feel like there's something wrong with that picture. All this time, Tiffany in my imagination is someone who full of control and can make any man be first lady in bed. It prove with thing that almost happen between us couple night before, but hey she's human too and more importantly she's a girl, so actually nothing wrong with that picture.

" So what about Ara? " Kwanghee change the subject. " Still don't want have sex with her? "

" Same old, same old. " I said lazily and hope it can stop him to continue asking about it.

All this time I always try avoid if Ara start talking to that subject or even created romantic feeling to make good mood between us. Is not I don't want do it. I just want it be special for her, I want wait until we or at least her ready and sure. I want treat and make her feel good, but I don't know why, lately it only makes our relationship turn to be cold.

" Are you not afraid she leave for other guy? " ask Kwanghee to me.

His question this time make me think. " I.. never really think about it.. " I answer him slowly.

" What if the other guy who offer it to her? " Kwanghee ask another question.

" I don't think she will do that to me.. "

" Are you sure? She's hot! I even want throw my gay status if she said she want me right now. " she smirk at me playfully.

I try not listen to him but a question suddenly appear on my head. 

Is it true..?

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" What is this?! " I yell furiously when I saw Ara having sex with a guy on her couch that evening.

I purposely not telling Ara that I visit her that day and try surprise her by taking her to romantic diner. Good intention but turn out what I get there is only make me broke heart.

At first I thought she not at home because I knock on her door couple time there's no answer.
But right before I decide to go back at home, I heard someone whimper from inside. I try to open the door and turn out it's not lock, so I walk in and look around.