My Life in Seoul

Chapter Eleven : Choice

Note : Thought

" Don't do it. " I suddenly blurt out. Jessica look at me confuse. Even myself confuse. I mean I don't know where I get the power to say it, but cat already out of bag, so better tell her everything, right?

" I mean if you not love him, don't be with him or even think to marry him. " I sighed as I continue.

" You do same with Tiffany. " she said to me short and cold.

I look up and squint my eyes. " We not talk about my problem now Sica. " 

She only rolled her eyes. " Then let's stop talking about my problem. "

" No, because you might get yourself into trouble and-"

" -You not my father." she cut my words and I feel so frustrated at the time.

Oh gosh, why so hard to tell her that I love her?!

I take my breath slowly as I close eyes to calm myself before open it again. " I love you.. " I finally confess to her.

She look puzzle and just stand there looking at me like I'm some sort of alien or something. " I'm not kidding, I do love you.. I just.. " I chuckles nervously as I rake my hair with my hand and look at the view of city.

Jessica still not say anything. So I continue as I turn my head back at her and now admire her face. " I don't want have regret in the end Sica, so I say it to you know. I love you. "

We stare each other for like a minute or so before she finally respond. " Taengoo.. I.. " she cleared her throat before continue. " I don't know what to do.. or say now.. " she give me pleading look.

" Did I late already? " I ask her and gulp my spit hard. " Just give me chance.. please.. " I continue.

Jessica bite her lips and seems like in dillema. " Give me time.. Taengoo.. will you wait for me? " she finally said.

I can only nods my head slowly before give her warm smile. " My whole life, Sica, I will wait for you my whole life time.. "

She smile before lean to peck my cheek softly. " I go sleep now, and you should too. " she said as she pinch my nose.

I cringe my nose before stuck my tongue out. " In minute, I still want enjoy night view. " I said to her. She agree and walk inside after while.

I take my breath slowly. I feel relief at some point because success to tell Jessica about my feeling. I feel nervous too because I still don't know what her answer yet and moreover what will happen next. But hey if I can be with Jessica, I think I can handle what happen in future, right? 

Suddenly I feel pats in my shoulder and I turn around only surprise when see Jessica there.
I thought she already sleep.. " Sica.. did something happen? Are you ok- "

My words lost when she suddenly grab my head and put her lips against mine. My mind stop working for minute but back to reality once I feel her lips moving. I kiss her back, passionately, while my arms wrap around her tiny waist.

After while and need air we pull back slowly. " Yes.. " she said softly, her eyes still close, her breath still hitch. " Yes, I want be with you.. I love you. " she continue.

My smile widen when heard her words and pull her to another kiss.

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We spend our night together just talking, about anything and everything. They said talking at night with someone we love it's better than do sex and it's true. I feel get more attach with Jessica. I feel more connection with her. I feel get closer to her.