Twins (JG)

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diana —the next day—
"momma where are we going?" ty asks as lana buckles him in his car seat.
"to see mickey and minnie." i say, buckling luca in.
"at their house?" ty asks.
"yea." i say nodding.
"is it just gonna be us?" he asks.
"no baby. there will be other people." i say. he sighs.
"ok." he says. i smile and close the door. i then get in the drivers seat. amber gets in the passenger seat.
"so we'll just follow you in." lana tells me. i nod. she taps the car and then walks away and to cj's car. she gets in and then i back out. i pull down the street with cj following us.
"angel is like pressed up against my uterus and it hurts so bad." i say, rubbing where she is.
"is she swimming?" amber asks, reaching over and pressing up on her. i shake my head.
"no she's just sitting." i say with a laugh.
"momma. is angel going with us too?" ty asks.
"yep." i say nodding.
"after today and tomorrow, we're gonna go visit grandma and grandpa." i say.
"that's your dad right?" luca asks.
"yes." i say nodding.
"where's our dad?" ty asks. i look at amber. she blinks a few times.
"look guys. do you see mickey?" she asks, changing the subject and pointing to a mickey statue.
"wow." they both say. i laugh, pulling into the parking structure. thank god we live close to anaheim. i quickly pay and then go up a few levels and find a space. cj parks next to me. iturn the car off and get out, amber does the same. we then get the boys out
"momma. can we get in the stroller?" luca asks.
"yep. auntie lana is getting it." i say as lana snaps the stroller open. luca and ty get in and i buckle them up. we then set a bag containing water, snacks and a change of clothes for the boys just in case, in the under part.
"ready?" amber asks. we all nod. lana pushes the stroller and we follow behind her.
"it's gonna be so packed." i say with a groan.
"you wanted to come here." cj says with an eye roll.
"i'm gonna snack you." i tell him. he laughs and throws his arm around me.
"i'm just kidding. i love you little sis." he says. i laugh.
"get off of me." i say smiling. we get in the elevator and go down to the ground level. from there, we start the .5 mile walk to the 4 mike long lines. great.

-2 hours later-
"momma has to go pee." i say to luca as we walk towards the restrooms. he nods. we get into the restrooms and i go to a stall. i quickly use the restroom while luca plays with my dress strings. once i'm done, i flush and walk out, washing my hands. luca giggles as he plays under the blow dryer.
"luca." i say smiling. he rubs to me, hugging my leg. i laugh.
"come on. we're gonna go ride the carousel." i say.
"ponies!" luca exclaims, jumping up and down as we walk out.
"i know." i say nodding.
"who's that?" he asks, pointing to where everyone else is. i look in the direction he's pointing and see two—actually three guys. i frown and continue to walk to them. that's when lana spots us and points to us, saying something. the three guys turn around. and i instantly recognize all of them. especially Jack. i slow my pace a bit. we reach them and luca looks at johnson.
"who are you?" he asks.
"i'm sure they're just lost babes. come on, hop in the stroller." i tell him. he nods and climbs into the stroller.
"im gonna go take them to watch the carousel." lana says. i nod. she walks away. cj gives me a look and i motion for him to go with her. he sighs, death glares the guys and then leaves. i turn around on my heels.
"cj still not approve of me, 4 years later?" Jack asks.
"well, considering the circumstances, i wouldn't either." i say.
"you've grown up a lot from your little 16 year old self." sammy says. i nod.
"i kinda had to." i say, and motion in the direction cj and lana went. he nods, understanding.
"so am i seeing double or is they're two of them?" johnson asks. amber gives him a look.
"your as dumb as you were 4 years ago...no wonder i still like you." she says with an eye roll, crossing her arms in front of her chest.
"there's two of them. luca and ty." i say. Jack frowns.
"i thought you were only pregnant with one...?" he asks. i shake my head.
"you hid the fact that we have twins together for four years?" he asks. i roll my eyes
"the month after we broke up i found out it was twins. i tried calling you and informing you of this, but you either blocked me or changed your number." i say.
"i changed my number. i didn't think it was gonna be as big as it was." he says.
"or you just didn't care." i say with a shrug.
"i cared." he says.
"obviously you didn't." i say and give him a look.
"you told me it was gonna be fine. that we could break up and go our separate ways and everything was fine." Jack says.
"it was fine! until two little babies popped out of my vagina!" i exclaim quietly. sammy, johnson and amber all stifle laughs.
"you could've dmed me on instagram." he says.
"you blocked me you dumb fuck. even if i would've, you wouldn't of replied due to the fact that you had hundreds of girls in your dms as well." i say.
"i didn't block you." he says.
"you still have me blocked till this day." i tell him.
"so i'll unblock you." he says.
"i have you blocked." i say back.
"why?" he asks.
"because i was a petty 16 year old left alone with twins boys and thought that that would be the best way to get you out of my life." i say.
"was it?" he asked
"i have two of you, Jack. ask that question again." i say. he laughs softly.
"who's is this one?" he asks, motioning to my belly.
"a low life's. you two would get along really well." i say. he rolls his eyes.
"you dumped him or he dumped you?" he asks. i roll my eyes, getting where he's going with this
"i dumped him." i answer.
"you have a thing with getting pregnant and then dumping the guy don't you?" he asks. i raise an eyebrow.
"he was a drunk who wasn't good with the boy— luca and ty. but wanted a kid." i say. i stopped myself from saying the boys for no reason other then, he's not really a father to them so i can't refer to them as though he is.
"you want me to keep him around luca and ty?" i ask.
"it's a no from me." amber says. i look at her and she smiles. i roll my eyes with a smile.
"if it was that important for me to be in their lives you would've found a way to contact me." Jack says. i look at him.
"i texted you. i texted johnson. i texted your mom. i dmed johnson. i texted both of your sisters. no one answered me. i was 16 Jack. what did you expect me to do? go cross country searching for my baby daddy?" i ask. he rolls his eyes.
"laura and molly never told me you texted them." he says.
"they didn't like me." i say with a laugh.
"they liked you." Jack says.
"sure they did. until i got pregnant and they said i was using it to trap you because you were getting bigger." i say. he rolls his eyes.
"so is that why we broke up? because my sisters said you were trapping me?" he asks.
"that. and you were 17. i had to be with the boys but you didn't have to." i say.
"ok? you were 16. and you could've put them up for adoption." he says.
"believe it or not, we were close to doing that. i changed my mind last second. and now here we are." i say.
"they seem to be doing just fine without me." Jack says. i nod.
"they are." i say.
"but they did ask where their dad was on the way here." amber says. i give her a look.
"you didn't tell them about me?" Jack asks. i look at him.
"i didn't think it was necessary." i say.
"you didn't tell them anything about me? like you didn't show them any pictures?" he asks.
"sure i did. when you were 17." i say. he rolls his eyes
"so when they were first born?" he asks. i nod.
"momma!" i hear one of the boys exclaim. i look to my left and see luca running towards me. i smile as he reaches me and hides behind my leg, looking up at the boys.
"auntie said he was my daddy." he, not so very quietly whispers to me. my smiles falls and i look at lana.
"i'm sorry. him and ty were asking and they recognized him from your phone background. i couldn't say no." she says.
"you have me as your phone background?" Jack asks with a laugh.
"us. and only cuz i looked good." i say. he nods.
"is he my daddy, momma?" luca asks. i look up at amber. she bites her lip. i could tell them the truth, and we could all be happy....or i could lie and tell them when i'm ready to tell them...or when they put two and two together. i sigh. this isn't gonna be easy.